she doesn't wanna remember
the last December
there was quiet on the wind
it was as cold as his soul
The girl looked alive
but her heart had holes
she thought she could survive
but it all began in September
she fell in love that she couldn't handle
Dolefully, the boy was a good pretender
All she asked for is to hold his hands all night
to make love until the sun rise
she lived a lie she couldn't get out of it alive
she was unsure anymore if it's love or addiction
she faced a lot of years of adversity
maybe she loved the devil she had became
everyday she felt more vulnerable
she felt normal about feeling the pain
she became a psychopath with no shame
she started doing her bad habits every night
but who could she blame?
something in her beauty ain't right
is the guy who broke her heart we could blame
or love is just a losing game?
she kept thinking..
is this the life she wanted to live?
is this the person she wanted to love?
She knew inside there's still the good person she used to be
she knew what happened to her was a lesson she wouldn't repeat
she was like a lost girl wanted to trick and treat to get some sweet
but never had it anyways
she couldn't find way back home
kept thinking if it's possible to **** feelings..?