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518 · Aug 2016
Dear Dad,
Ann Aug 2016
I know that you are disappointed
And,
I know that you are bitter
But
Sometimes your contempt is to much to bear.
Especially
For someone as weak
As me.
I swear. I am trying.
Because
I am so desperate for your approval.
Ann Aug 2016
I'm going to be honest.....























I love you
Ann May 2021
Watch me wax philosophical
415 · Aug 2016
Where am I going?
Ann Aug 2016
I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I'm so lost.
What am I going to do? Am I going to be happy?  I hope so. Oh god I hope so. I hide, or put off things because it's easier. I'm like a baby. If I can't see it then it doesn't exist right ?? If I ignore it then maybe it will go away...
I don't know what to do. I'm so confused.
And desperate.
And to be honest I'm not sure when it started.
Or why.
I just know that I'm ready for it to end.
367 · Aug 2016
(Not finished with you yet)
Ann Aug 2016
How dare you
How dare you
How dare you
How dare you
How dare you
How dare you
How dare you
How dare you
Don’t you look away
I’m not done with you yet
Ann Aug 2016
Why do I do this?
She sounded so tired when we talked on the phone
Tired of me
Well
I don't blame her
I'm tired of me too
270 · Aug 2016
A Kaleidoscope World
Ann Aug 2016
You know it's fascinating?
No one will ever know my favorite colour.
Because we all see something different.
223 · Aug 2016
Loneliness- I think
Ann Aug 2016
I need to be somewhere with someone somehow, otherwise I might be no one
161 · Mar 2018
Old Friends
Ann Mar 2018
Nod.
Hmm.
Yes.
No.
Smile.
Laugh.
The world has made it clear.
You don’t need to talk.
Only listen.
Because in the end,
They don’t care.
#but I keep trying
148 · Apr 2021
Guilty
Ann Apr 2021
They come in the hours of quiet.
That which the numbness held at bay.
Crashing
Engulfing
Welling

The price of a future that will never be.

Oh phantom of regret!

Spare me!

These chains will rend 'till I die!
147 · Mar 2018
Untitled
Ann Mar 2018
i

am

not

worthy
128 · May 2021
Sometimes
Ann May 2021
At night
I think
Some one
Will walk
Through my door

I think
I would
Welcome them
With open arms
112 · May 2021
A thousand good byes
Ann May 2021
The sun is getting low
So we should head on home.

But, just one more hug before we go?
Ann Apr 2021
If you ask, they will tell us that she chose to be embraced by angels.



i hope thats true.
99 · May 2021
Please drink responsibly
Ann May 2021
still
coherent
thoughts
still
present
Time for another shot.
94 · Apr 2021
Wrong
Ann Apr 2021
Her hair is different.
They did it wrong.

That's not how she would do her lipstick.
That is her favorite one!
It should be bold.
A vibrant statement.

Not a whisper.
She is not a whisper woman.
85 · Apr 2021
Sinking
Ann Apr 2021
I am constantly asking-

have I done right?

By her? By me?

By us?

Holding this whole is impossible .

Blinded by mania she screams, and I am forced to wait.

These itchy hands are begging to mend and grasp at the ashes settling on my shoulders.

steady now.

tether yourself and yield.















The ocean is vast and I am Sinking.

— The End —