I hate all the pain you get
But it seems you were just a bet
So her friends lie and push you away
Knowing full well that she is not the way
I am sorry
That she has caused you all this worry
So I stick around and make sure your better
Knowing full well, that you still think of her
I know you say it’s okay
That you’ll make it to the next day
But I know it’s a lie
And you don’t want to say goodbye
You say people ****
But did you really look
My opinion of an outcome may seem blue
But I’ve always seen it come true
So believe me when I say “Don’t go see her”
She doesn’t get any better
Everyone’s guilty
The trick is to find of what

I constantly try to find a way to move on
I even found someone better than you
She genuinely cares about people
She tries her hardest in everything she does
And she doesn’t try to make an excuse
She owns up to her mistakes
She’s sweet and loving and makes me feel whole
Well
Not quite like you did
I always find myself smiling at her just because she reminds me of you
When she gets jumbled with her math like you
When she starts cooking like you
When she makes weird faces like you
When she dances around like you
She makes me smile
Because she reminds me of you
I miss feeling..
I miss you..

Time is endless
Time is nigh
Why can’t I live
And you just die
Sadly I can’t even continue breathing without remembering your lips against mine
I can’t try to erase a memory of you that was so good to me but is nothing to you
It holds me together as much it tears me apart trying to understand why you left
You say you were stressed
But you probably just saw me as a mess
Someone who couldn’t control himself at the sight of you and lit up like a candle every time we kissed
But now you're missed
We’re told to keep looking because eventually someone will turn up
But I don’t want someone
I want her
I want Kas..

my mind is a war zone, my body’s shackled to depression
get to know me if you want to but use your discretion
i’ll push you far away and then i’ll beg for your attention-
i’ll convince us both it’s love though you’re merely a projection.