Ammar

Ammar Feb 2019

Rebuild

Rebuilt, I have
Wiser, I became
Just, I believe in
Empathy, I spread
Yet
Fear, of losing it all again

I came far in this one year of my retribution.

#changed #redemption #fear

Ammar Feb 2019

Layna

it's not her kiss
neither her hugs
nor her voice
i only
yearn immensely
for those
hazel eyes
to gaze at me
one last time
with a plethora
of endearment

Sigh.

#miss #love #gone

Ammar Feb 2019

Recounts

Memories of when I felt alive,
Dispersed with the sands of time.

#dread

Ammar Feb 2019

Conversion

Riddled with fear,
I was
Bounded by pain,
I was
Trifled by the people I called family,
I was
Left in the pit of despair,
I was

Fear, despair, hopelessness
Plagued my mind
Like a blight in a crop field.

Now they just **** me off
And I seek retribution.

Something I feel now. I still have fears, but instead of cowering, my fears just ****** me off, and I shut it down.

#****

Ammar Feb 2019

Personal Wars

The greatest battle
Is found not in the trenches;
The front line
It is fought within your psyche

Ammar Feb 2019

Fragments

I feel my pulse
I can hear myself breathe
I can see
I can hear
I can smell

Yet,
Why do I not feel alive?

Ammar Jan 2019

Intoxicating

Going through all these pain
trying my best to change
Yet the best I could do is complain
hence, I'm better off laced.