you leave me breathless and strung out in the late night, wrapped up but cold staring at my phone screen waiting for you to say anything you tell me to go to sleep (it's some passive aggressive *******) i go to sleep anyway
Hey lovely, Let me be the JD To your Veronica You said you liked the fact that I'm not crazy Ha! Good luck with that one You're right, I'm not into miscommunication But! I'm still a little itty bitty bit ****** In the head That's okay though I love you, my lovely
hello hello hello again you made me cry again i said i wouldn’t spill tears over you i said i was sick of singing tragedy i purged you i burned you i ran from you i ran into myself bitter selfish burning burning burning alive stop being so casual god this is not a casual conversation stop breaking my heart you **** me up lets jump off cliffs together lets become star crossed lovers you broke my heart you broke me stop it stop it stop it i am not strong you were supposed to be strong i am too weak to carry this god please drop the casualties
coffee crazy coffee crazy drip drip drip drip down the side of my mug 3 am this is why i stay Away from this stuff coffee crazy on my third cup liquid prison sitting dizzy just one more please just one more i am not done working 4 am it just felt like a few minutes I’m loosing track of the 5 am hours the clock is running faster with each ounce heart beat heart beat unsteady it’s horribly unsteady it’s horribl-6 am-y unsteady but i write and i write and i write about every uncertain, earth shattering broken heart and the unsteady shake of the earth and the broken unsteady beats ripping me apart 7 am sunrise and i am b l i n d e d by the soft uncentered light drifting through my hazy hazy window and my legs are shaking and 8 am i am sure i am dead and by 9 i am six feet under the ground