I am a spirit electric
begot by the gods of random,
mothered by chaos.
I live viciously,
eat forbidden fruit,
wreak havoc wherever
I go.
I am wild sea
I am dust-storm,
tsunami, volcano,
steel-breasted, fire-armed
on the outside.
I am petal-hearted,
honey-breathed,
cloud-kissed,
gold-showered
on the inside.
I weave multi-colored magic
onto mountains, spray deserts
with quivering star-drops.
expect impossibly wonderful
outcomes.
I want to die like
that old Chinese poet –
drunk, drowned in a pond,
trying to embrace the full moon.