fly freely
my dear
don't look back
e v e r
otherwise
your worst thoughts
will
c o n s u m e
you

Jung: the body is "the densest part of the subconscious."

a surface chill upon my skin
invites, escorts the outside in
with the steady rhythmic clock
my inner body sways and rocks
morning sunlight fills the room
warms my eyes
they'll open soon
my tongue, heavy as a stone,
allows my lips to slightly moan
awake but drowsy, not moving yet
behind eyes' curtains dark violet
strange dreams linger though fainter now
deciphered later if mind allows

those night thoughts in muted tones
drift and mingle in blood and bones

I am so perfect
That's what you said
But one day I wake
You suddenly left

I want us to last long
Tell me what I did wrong
But you wanna be alone
So who am I to say No

Yes I did everything
To keep us working
Thought you did same thing
That's what I'm thinking

Now that you are gone
I guess now I am done
Done with one sided love
The love I always have

She was young
She was strong
Nothing could bring her down
She stood up for what she believed
She was beautiful
She was nice
She was loyal
She is gone

Now her voice fills the room
Trembling in fear
She is sad
She is alone
She can't see the light
She can't breathe
She believes that this is all
This is it
This is all life has to offer
Nothing could make her happy

Now she realizes
She is not sad anymore,
She is numb,
And somehow she knows,
That numb is much worse...

In my reflection
All I see
Is a lost girl
Trying to find her way
A lost girl that is constantly being reminded
Of everything bad in her life
A girl that is hiding behind a fantom
Nothing more than a girl
That is alone
And afraid

My reflection is full of hate
It hates me just as I hate it
My reflection tries to look good
My reflections tries to like me
I try to like my reflection
I wish my reflection would change
And be pretty for once

A broken mirror
Shattered into pieces
Glass everywere
I am happy now
I don't have to see my relfection
My lost girl
My ugly side
My lost hope to be...
Pretty