I hate eating
I honestly cannot stop eating
Bread? More like carbs
More like heaven
Ice cream? FATFATFAT
I look fine, I'm not fat
I am also not on Varsity.
I could lose about 20-30 pounds...
Maybe I should just stop eating again
That is very unhealthy..
Fat girls don't get anywhere in life.
I have gone so far though...
Yeah, as far as the store to buy more sweets.
Shut up
I should just go cut, huh?
It would dishonor him.
I have been drowning for so long, I need to let the blood out.
Fine, go ahead.
Maybe even nick a vein on the way down...

"So you ARE having surgery this summer? Hmm... what if you die?"*

"Honestly? I wouldn't mind."*

I wouldn't.
Really.
In a way, I'd be relieved.
Better for a doctor to **** me than for me to **** myself, right?

And I knew this girl,
She straightened, she curled
Just to meet up the idea of beauty
To impress others she felt it was her duty.

She was fat and chubby,
Nevertheless she was always called grubby.
She never fit their idea of beauty
Ha! How she thought it was her duty!

Size zero was something she wanted but never got.
And so all they did was leave her to rot!
She hated herself for the way she looked.
But who knew, deep inside real beauty she cooked.


Her beauty was inevitable
But how the world saw her was terrible.
So what if she never fit their idea of beauty?
Little did she know,it was never her duty!