She looked more alive
dangling from the edge
than she ever had resting
in the lap of luxury.

please, i beg you, take care of yourself. when your stomach rumbles, eat. when your eyelids droop, sleep. and when your voice quivers, find a comfortable spot and cry, cry your little heart out. but when you're done, dry your eyes, occupy yourself, and know in your heart that you are better than that. do not be sad, be angry. become a roaring fire and burn the memory of all those who have wronged you.
do not let the leaky faucets **** you. do not drown in a bucket of tears. light it on fire. pour it out. throw it. scream "*******" to sadness because you are so much better than it.
let it out, let it out, let it out, then be done.

because yes love, right now your sadness feels quite heavy but the truth is that it is just a paperweight. learn to turn the page.

Here I am standing all awake
Hailing storm inside my head
Lying ahead in front of me
League of lifeless bone and flesh
War, deception, chaos and greed
Kingdom of life is built on them
Once I saw closely at life
The death seemed peaceful to me...


It's a cold cold world out there
Under the glazing sun inside
Dreams turning into nightmares
Ashes started coming alive
Fighting, kicking and screaming
Every breath of waking minutes
When I saw the sleeping corpses
The death seemed peaceful to me...


We grow and grow like a tree
Magic bean high up in the sky
Up we go as we seek
Learning from A to Zee
Time passes with the ride
Mind rushes along the side
More and more I realize
Why death seemed peaceful to me...