grxmpyghxst - Hello Poetry

grxmpyghxst

17/Gender Fluid/MA just trying to survive. / any pronouns

loved feel late love thought notice fall body told hard fake happy hope good signs times wanted person breathe sense close kidding faking knew birthday accept lost toy reason scars draining pleasure hate asked guess heavy apart knowing stay keep wrong realize fuck unconditionally tsunamis nervous acceptance pain memories top scared kind count felt point emotions hurting sounds trusted anxious friend yesterday humor tired mistakes better hold fact tears lot fills angry blame partner weight noticeable cheated continue numb difference meant sagittarius lips problems slowly hugs worst heading supposed bad bed reassurance sinking affection empty melancholy left emptiness feeling sorrow inkling will darkness music subway day spoken funny furthering sink hair exhausted begging tolerance touch hot matters fashion reach thoughts everyday lied speak rushing falling pass wonder doubt skin butterflies fault belonged heart noticing positive fraud year benefits chest feelings dated life today efforts broke yeah emotionally people hurt ducts