anitajehu

anitajehu Oct 2018

When I say I'm rich,
I don't have to have a coin on me,
When I say that I drive,
Doesn't mean I got a car on me,
But when I say I own property...
Don't find for 'mine' house,
Don't look at my clothes and laugh,
Or my unleashed talents,
Neither my wishes that swing on that shooting star,
So why can't you look into me,
Smile and admire,
In that standard working ego,
See...
No one gets into a sleepless mourny night,
Wakes up and scowls to the sun,
So I'll look richer in my broke days,
Cause depression is some hidden ninja,
Only you can see!

#depression #rich #personality #poor #hope #optimistic

anitajehu Sep 2018

Bruised self

I don't  understand  why....
I keep waiting  for you,
I keep staring for a call,
On the usual sidewalk,
At least your glimpse,
It keeps bruising me,
But I can't refrain,
I can't!
I hope for some small talk,
I hope for honesty,
I hope and hope and still hope
And keep  hoping till I bleed,
I still don't get it....

#broken #hope #love

anitajehu Sep 2018

Her puzzle....

I've always sought love,
I've always thought of it as....
Castles in good nights dreams,
Birds fly in a chill weather,
Or some poem to spill my emotions,
So I sought like never,
After all I'm Hunter,
But now I'm staring into loves eyes,
Before me is a puzzle I can't solve,
One I've always dreamt of,
I'm dying inside,
Buh I can't read her mind,
So I spill the grains,
A risk worth it.,

#love #crush #mysery

anitajehu Jul 2018

SILENCE

It's there but we can't notice it,
Eating up solidary minds,
Ain't empty...
Though full of answers,
Makes feel alone even in a crowd,
People call him "nerd",
Though they know it.....
Speech is silver,
Silence is golden,
Makes feel the untouchable,
He smiles but screams his soul out,
Determination,power, ambitions, courage,
Live in the grave of words to him,
So he's writing out silence,
Cause words from from the heart are hard,
But from the soul are harder,
Silence feels like the right mask,
Always golden!

#silence

anitajehu Jul 2018

DEAR LIFE

I know it’s long since we talked,
You live under my skin that I know,
You don’t get a reason for a letter, right?
That’s what they call love though,
The last time we talked….
I know twas’ an “agreement” tf!
But I really miss you,
Hold on hold on…you’re breaking me,
My life is completely a cycle, with an arc of you☺
You’re completely a part of me,
Sometimes I feel like I found my soul mate in you,
Reason why I didn’t go for my internship,
Reason why I slept watching Netflix,
Reason why my parents call me naughty,
Baby, I can’t type it all,☹
Life would be incomplete if I didn’t give this,
It’s a letter to you☺

#life #love

anitajehu Jul 2018

FAMILY

Like John the Baptist in his mother’s womb,
I’m leaping with joy,
Though Mary didn’t greet my mom this morning,☹
I’ve known what I’ve lost for years,
Not even a penny can buy it,
So obvious that everyone has it,
Though few know its meaning or its presence,
Born in a farm house in a hideous village,
Of a well up background,
Consumed in my wholehearted hatred to them,
I forgot that… they were the only ones I got,
Concerned about family comparisons,
I’ve never felt this love before…
Of the people I can turn to,
Family is all I wanted,
What I needed,
What defines me?
Tis’ the half that made me hate myself,
Family is the reason that I laugh and love,
I’m writing…..
Not moved by creativity but that love,
The love that I was too blind to notice,
Weird is it?
But at least I can call myself me again. ☺

#family #love

anitajehu Jul 2018

ORPHAN

Look into my eyes,
Tear and fear lives in me,
Sense of love has lost its meaning,
They said it on that day,
Rest in Peace from the loads of this world,
Was I the load?
Every night behind the large screens,
In a folded ball,
Crying with heaviness in me,
I miss the feeling of your lips on my forehead,
Why did you choose to leave me…?
Every day, mom dad I need you,
Touch my skin,
Feel the hungry days I’ve had,
They say I’m an orphan’ who are they anyway?
I’m a lost kid,
Seeking for acceptance…
A kiss on the forehead before a nap,
Tell me that you love me’
Tell me that I’m a kid like any other,
Remembering that day as though it’s today…
You turned solid and lost hope,
For us and our future’
The shadow of you is gone,
Though second chances exist. ☺

#orphan

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