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Morgan Hillhouse May 2013
I'm damaged
Dented, torn and broken
I have wear and tear in all my places
     from years of being built up...
          ...just to be hammered down
Years of emotional turmoil from someone that should have been a support
                                                                                                                           instead of the dynamite.
In places where I shouldn't have been hurt
I now have barbed wire up to protect
The things that were done to me,
                                       said to me,
                                       or put upon me by you...
                                                                                   ...make me who I am it's true.
But some experiences are best not even told in horror movies let alone lived;
                                                          by someone who thought they were loved.
Words and phrases of endearment kept me there
Even through the pain
I thought I could fix it.
You leaving me hurt at first I admitt
Codependency is an awful thing.
But I soon realized that I don't need you, desire you or want anything to do with you.
My life is better off without you and your mind games.
I may be dented,
Hell I may even be infixable from all the crap you put me through.
But now that I don't care what you think I can live with my dents and tears.
Makes me a better person to know that while I am strong enough to deal with a hell relationship
     I will never allow myself to be in one again.
     I won't allow myself to be treated like that again.
I know now that I am too good for you
For where I offered you everything...
                                                                 ...you offered nothing except for lyes and cheating.
I moved on, something I was told you really hated.
I'm now truly loved by someone who I intend to share the rest of my life with
Someone who loves me for me and is working to repare the damage you left.
Good-bye to all your crap and pettiness
I don't miss you the way you wanted me to.
I'm happy and there's nothing you can do about it except for sulk.
You're not the one putting the smile on my face.
Never were and never will be.
Shannon Jeffery May 2014
Now listen here
Everything you need is easy to obtain, its
Very simple for me to explain
Ever thought you couldn't get it
Reach out and just grab it

Go your hardest at what ever you're after
Instead of curling and giving up
Vacate your mind and try again
Enter positive sight my friend

Understand this though, you will need to
P**repare for a journey, and it'll all come to you
Joana Jul 2014
Tudo é incerto.
Nunca haverão respostas corretas. Nunca ninguém há de saber a verdadeira razão e essência das coisas.
O mundo em nosso redor precisa que alguém repare nele, em vez de vivermos na nossa própria fantasia. Cada um tem o seu próprio mundo, mas o mundo em geral é de todos, e nós temos de começar a agir como se não fosse nada connosco. O mundo precisa de atenção. O mundo tem uma alma. Uma alma que não se consegue decifrar se aquilo a que chamam de "amor" não for sentido. A alma do mundo precisa de alguém, e esse alguém somos nós. A nossa alma precisa de alguém e esse alguém é quem nos vai fazer perder o folgo, sem razão aparente. O mundo precisa que reparem nele para viver, não por egoísmo, mas sim por cuidado. Nós tomamos conta do mundo, mas não sabemos o porquê. Talvez nunca chegaremos a saber, mas a alma do mundo continua a precisar de nós e nós continuamos a precisar de alguém que tome conta da nossa alma também.
As respostas podem, talvez, nunca chegar, mas a um certo ponto, nós acharemos que as temos na mão, mesmo que sejam as respostas erradas. Tudo é incerto.
A alma do mundo apodera-se de nós, para que nós também possamos ter uma alma.
Queremos respostas que apenas pertencem à alma do mundo. São respostas que nunca teremos, mas contentamo-nos com isso, pois sabemos que elas existem.
Thomas Maltuin May 2015
No given thought
from one so young
of double speak
or triple tongue

I cradle thee
within my boughs
ignorant of
thy whats and hows

Jednom slomljena
ce jour, repare!
mia mente, la vuoto,
verloren geht, und wie!

'Twas scattered 'bout
now gathered glued
so yugen read
this thought subdued

if now a mess
no more to rhyme
you should have seen
this,
       aforetime
some nonsense poetry
if you make sense of it i'm proud of you
just for translating
Sara Jones Apr 2015
Don't you worry about me, my darling.
My mental health can wait.
The worst thing I can do in this state,
Is sit and contemplate how I've royally ******* you over in life.

I'm sorry I was such an awful person.
I've tried to grow and stretch my reasoning,
But as far as I can tell I can't shake who I am.

I'm sorry, I wish it would have worked out.
I wish friendship was an option, but
It seems none of your family want me around so,
I'll just pack up my things and go.

Don't worry I'll leave you alone.
I'll leave my key back under the mat at your door step.
Don't worry about changing the locks, I've deleted your address from my GPS.

But I don't think I'll be able to ever forget where your mother lived,
Or the layout of your home.
I don't think I'll be able to reminisce,
Without tasting your blood on my lips.

I guess it goes to show you can't just keep people in your life that don't want to stay.
You can't keep handing them your heart
Over and over again.
When you're broken and can't repare,
That's how you stay broken, right there.

You'll bleed on the floor and cry their name,
They hold the piece to save you from your pain.
But they threw it down when your back was turned and walked away.

I guess that's what you get,
For trying to sing a desperately, happy tune in the rain.
Ash Jan 2012
If love is suicide
And I cant decide
Which way to go...
Would you help me?
Join me in my dark abyss
Your dim light leading me out
Its all I need to hang on
You, even though your fading too
It heals me to know
That im not the only one
The only ones thats hurt
Shadderd beyond repare
Somehow I found you
And you found me
Your all I need....
Can't you see?
I have lost it all
No one to talk to
No one to call
My life is over
The time is here
I need to get it off my chest
I close my eyes and repare myself for eternal rest
"CLICK"
I pull the trigger
What comes next
The bullet it rips through my chest
I take in one last muffled breath                                      Falling to the floor
I clutch at my chest
I Cannot move anymore
The blood now covers the floor
So it is over
So it is done
Isn't dying lots of fun
I'm glad I have passed this stage of my life

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