Can't have an opinion,
Or question her decision,
Forget about our ideals,
She doesnt want to hear,
Unless it's about the way she feels,
Fall in line or leave,
No compromise,
Stern face as ever,
Watching tears fall from my eyes,
Maybe life was too tough on her,
Maybe that's why shes like it,
Doesn't give a **** about your opinion,
Listening but never hearing,
Quiet only so she can speak,
The conversations over as soon as she feels complete,
Nothing in common,
Different worlds,
Only thing bonding us is blood,
I try to connect,
It's clear I'm misunderstood,
How am I supposed to move forward.
Never a good word to say about me,
Though that's not what's scary,
The fact she thinks she knows me,
Knows my life,
She doesn't,
I tell her nothing,
I learned a long time ago,
Theres only so much you can say to someone that doesn't see you,
So after a while,
I just stopped trying,
Change is something she doesn't care for,
So I take my place,
Putting one knee on the floor.

overthinking every situation
Feeling like i drank poison after simply one question.
My stomach is in a whirl i feel uncertainties
this feeling of blind trust and comfort is what some wait eternities.  
And yet instead of rejoice i just want to flee
I’m lost at sea, and slowly sinking deeper
remembering the pain thinking what if i can’t keep her?
I’ve set myself limitations, never allowing room for temptation
but she broke down boundaries and put me on my knees
To think, all she said was Hi to me