To hold a hand, a heart, a body and in that moment, to feel as though you have found a home.

and he is mine

Tentative praying
please let it all work out fine

*everything crossed

When I see the light
This is all I care about:
Did I leave an mark?

If you get sick at the thought of someone else touching me
**why are you touching someone else

He's light.
He's what brightens my day,
My week,
My life.
He brings me warmth,
And comfort,
And security.
He's my light.
But he's also my darkness.
He gives me so much pain.
He can make things dim.
He can hide things from me,
Make me search for truth.
Bringing my mind down,
Till I'm enveloped in black
And I'm shaking
Sometimes with anger,
Sometimes with tears,
Alone in the night.
But then he'll bring me back.
"You have a nice smile."
"You're a great friend."
"Thank you."
And everything becomes so bright.
He can drive me into the dark corners of backstage,
And he brings me into the glow of a center stage spotlight.
He's my light
And he's my darkness.