I was wondering  why you think you are loser..
If in my life you are the winner..
I was wondering  why you can't stand when you were down
If you were the superhero  when I lie on the ground

Why you made your life miserable  
When even you could turn this into fest.
There are many reasons to be happy
Than  thinking that it could  be better not to breathe  

When will be you want to bring back to life?
When you realize  that people who loves you
Are no longer in your sight?
Or its too late to bring back what's already  elapse?

You don't know how it damaged me
When I'm seeing you in pain
It teared my heart off
knowing  the fact that I can't stop  the rain.

Even I would say..
You is more than enough!
With you everything  is clear  in sight
That you is the gift from above..

But that words will never ever registered   both in your mind and heart
Because she was just the one that you think is right.
But no matter   what..
I will still remain to be your bestpart! :-)

From that day on,
I never seen the warm-fuzzies on your face
All I can see is woe and wretch
And now, after the doomsday of resentness
There lies your genuine happiness
Which fulfill my heart with a great bliss..

I was sitting on a wooden chair
Wondering what life could share
Does happiness for real?
If I have no hope and no one could heal.

I am surrounded by thick walls
No one could hear my woeful calls
I am covered by fainted gleam
Which no one could see my enormous pain.

The briny fluid keeps flowing around me
Screaming blatantly; this loneliness kills me!
I’m trapped and no one’s glad to rescue me
Why letting this happen by Thee?

Someone answered abruptly
“You’re not alone and always accompanied by me”
“I never leave even in your darkest day”
“You just have to kneel your feet, close your palm and Pray”

He’s kind of annoying sometimes
But lovable oftentimes
He said I’m not cute ‘n pretty but mostly gorgeous
He likes to play a joke but be careful when he get serious

He said he’s my prince and I’m her princess
Just like Romeo and Juliet
He gave me love and respect like what I deserved
And always gives me pleasant grins that never fade.

I felt like a star when he gives my forehead a gentle kiss
An obscure feeling when I’m with his
He made my belly laugh when climate turns to sadness
And he is the guy who never hides from pretense

The simple man whom I loved
He is one of the greatest gifts I had
The man who treated me fair and just
He is the man, the love of my life

I woke up with this treacherous world
And it seems that there’s an absence of right
Every spot I go, I could always see the wickedness of man
And the cruelty of universe

I was searching for a goodness of ones
Someone whom I could find the beauty of this world
The one who shows the glory of his dreams
And somebody that could give life on my perishing soul

I was searching for someone whom I could lean on
Someone who speaks on my unspoken humanity
Someone who listen the yell of my entity
And someone I could share my mental imagery

I was searching for so many things until I found you
You solved the questions that puzzling my  mind
You gave a freshly hope in my desperate life
And you escort me into the righteousness and light

Until I found you, I found a light
I could see the goodness in your loving heart
I finally found a helping hand that pulled me from apart
And a shoulder that I could cling on in my darkest times

You’re the one whom I couldn’t  ’t leave behind
In my life you’re the one of the greatest kind
A true friend that I could hold on when nothing’s seems right
And I can say.. searching is over now.

I lived once in abandoned world.
In there, everything was broken,
It was surrounded by thick and muddy fog
I couldn't see even just a single ray of light -it was all dark.
I open my lips and let my voice break the silence -no response
I step my feet to walk around - no signs of life.
I explore the place once more- I failed to find hope.
The salty fluid started to flow on my dull cheek
My fear eats me, loneliness makes me weak.
I have no life; my soul is dying to death,
This ambiance sickens me; I could hardly breathe
I want to escape from this pain.
I was prepared to stop myself from breathing
Yes! I am! I am ready to face my consequence.
I moved myself to the edge of cliff
One more step, I could already stop myself from suffering..
I close my eyes and made my final step.
"Stop!" - the voice echoed all over the place.
I'm sorry but it's too late.
I could feel the cold breeze of an air that touches my face.
I could hear the wind that whispering my ears saying "you're really tired, get some rest".
I can now sense that this is finally the end.
Yes! This really be "I am now in peace".