Its pouring rain as I walk dangerously in the night.
Lightning cracks the night sky into white light.
Thunder rumbles like monsters hunger.
I pass the tangle weeds and creatures fingers that scare my body.
The Blood now drips from my face as I go through these woods, of lies and hurt.
Another crack of lightning brightens my fears.
I shiver as the rain pour on my face, sting the open wounds.
Thunder is stronger, as the monsters seek me.
Another crack, of blue and white, follows me as I run.
Vines of poison draw near as I feel the fear.
They come to me thirsty for life.
I run.
I cry.
I fall.
Monsters, vines, creatures and death come to me.
Taking over me.
Slowing they **** my life out of me.
Dead.
Finished.
Gone.
They have me, they got me, they killed me.

As the sun awakes,
I rub my tired eyes,
I slip on my slippers,
Then turn to face you.
You are still asleep,
Dreaming dreams of heaven,
Of love,
And us.
I start to move,
But a hand touches my hand.
So soft
So gentle
You have have awoken.
You say:
Please stay
And be with me.
I look down and see your face
Smiling so much
How could I say no?
Coming back,
I snuggle into you.
One small Eskimo kiss just for you.
I stay and lay
I listen and feel
The heart beat that we make.
It is just so real.
Then all around everything fades.
I wake up.
Its just a dream.
I cry and I look up to the heavens.
Please.
Grant me my dreams.
And I fall back asleep to dream once more.

I had a choice to make,
But I blew it.
I should have picked
The one that knew.
Being this hurt tells a lot
To me,
This is it
This is the best fit.
You knew it would work out.
You knew that everything would be
Alright.
I was suborn
Naïve
Stupid
And selfish.
I only can hope now
That it isn't too late
To make another choice,
The final choice.

I am not sure
What you are doing.
If you are trying to help or trying to ****.
You think you know me
You may be wrong.
To **** is death
And death is darkness.
Oh how our hearts have darkened
I now see no light.
You have taken it
You stolen it
And you have buried it.
Now I have no hope
No light
No happyness.
You said u knew me,
Well you were wrong.

So torn apart
So confused and cursed
Like blood in my veins
I'm hot and tempered.
To much to say
To much to cry,
Like rivers in spring
I flood with the cold.
What is happening
To my beautiful self
That I once knew?
What happened to my thoughts
That were ever so clear.
My heart and mind, like cat and dog
Fight each other until one is hurt.
Confused and scared
I don't know what to do!
Waves that crash
And words that speak
Hit me with darkness
and with fright.
I want to scream and I want to cry
Dear God in heaven
why is this here?!
Why is this now?!
I'm hurt and in pain
Does no one understand?
I am dying and no one is there.
Please God, will people only watch and stare?