Emily BR

Jun 2015

Jade Brent

You took

I stare,
I look,
You smile,
You took.
Gliding so softly
Across my skin
Just one touch
Is a type of sin.
One breath,
One heart,
Two hands,
Two parts.
Stroke my heart and soul
But please oh please
Do not wish
For my heart for ease.
You kiss,
You take,
It's you,
It's fate.

Emily BR Jun 2015

Fear

Its pouring rain as I walk dangerously in the night.
Lightning cracks the night sky into white light.
Thunder rumbles like monsters hunger.
I pass the tangle weeds and creatures fingers that scare my body.
The Blood now drips from my face as I go through these woods, of lies and hurt.
Another crack of lightning brightens my fears.
I shiver as the rain pour on my face, sting the open wounds.
Thunder is stronger, as the monsters seek me.
Another crack, of blue and white, follows me as I run.
Vines of poison draw near as I feel the fear.
They come to me thirsty for life.
I run.
I cry.
I fall.
Monsters, vines, creatures and death come to me.
Taking over me.
Slowing they **** my life out of me.
Dead.
Finished.
Gone.
They have me, they got me, they killed me.

Emily BR Apr 2015

The Mask

Beautiful but deadly
Happy but depressed
Seen but hidden.
Tears that flow cannot be seen
Even if you look hard enough
The poison you cannot see.
Just one glance and you're hooked.
Just one try and you are gone.
But no one told you of the death it brings.
Slowly it puts the poison in your veins,
It starts so slow, until you notice.
By then its too late.
It suffocates you,
It eats you,
It kills you.
Don't try.
Don't let it thrive.
Take it off.
Even the beauty won't be able to cure
What has eaten you,
Alive.

Emily BR Apr 2015

Dreams

As the sun awakes,
I rub my tired eyes,
I slip on my slippers,
Then turn to face you.
You are still asleep,
Dreaming dreams of heaven,
Of love,
And us.
I start to move,
But a hand touches my hand.
So soft
So gentle
You have have awoken.
You say:
Please stay
And be with me.
I look down and see your face
Smiling so much
How could I say no?
Coming back,
I snuggle into you.
One small Eskimo kiss just for you.
I stay and lay
I listen and feel
The heart beat that we make.
It is just so real.
Then all around everything fades.
I wake up.
Its just a dream.
I cry and I look up to the heavens.
Please.
Grant me my dreams.
And I fall back asleep to dream once more.

Emily BR Apr 2015

Poison's bite

Jealousy has slithered up to me.
Grasping my neck as I struggle to be free.
It has graps of my heart with the bite of poison,
Which puts anger and frustration there.
I can't breath and everything is dark.
Just like the way you talk about her.
Dark.
No I am not saying that I hate her
But because of her, I am dying by the power of jealousy.
Another bite,
Another sting,
I feel the deathly poison run in my viens.
It is so painful,
So fast.
I cry for help.
But no one, not even you can bring me back
From this awful poison of
Jealousy.

Really wish I wasn't this jealous. I can't even really say why I should be. Its not like he is mine... -_- guess I have to live with it.

#confused #jealous #frustrated #whyohwhy

Emily BR Mar 2015

So Sorry

I want to grab your tie
And pull you in.
Just one kiss
Is my final wish.
Its a dream that
I ever so hold,
That won't be here
In a thousand years.
I miss everything
From your smile
To your slow dance
To the way you glance.
You seemed so awed
But alas it won't be
Because of me
There won't be we.
I'm ever so sorry
You have to go through
The heartaches
And heartbreaks.
I am sorry
So so sorry.

#sad #sorry #loveyou

Emily BR Mar 2015

The Final Choice

I had a choice to make,
But I blew it.
I should have picked
The one that knew.
Being this hurt tells a lot
To me,
This is it
This is the best fit.
You knew it would work out.
You knew that everything would be
Alright.
I was suborn
Naïve
Stupid
And selfish.
I only can hope now
That it isn't too late
To make another choice,
The final choice.

Choices are hard. And I hate it so much. But after thinking about everything I think I know what to do.