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Doofinity Jul 2015
Through my storms I strive to hold fast
Stable my ship from keel to mast
Under ferocious skies and pummeling rain
Obsidian waves brewed of loss, rage and pain
Weathered and tattered, violently tossed about in the night
Tar and pitch the cracks, mend my sails with poetry I write
Repairing the damages despite barely able to see
Allowing courage, strength and hope to blindly navigate me
When the storms clear, even if only for a moment
Rejuvenating breath of calm
freed from self torment
Doofinity Sep 2015
Though apart,
most every day
Our fiery bond,
finds its way
Each moment,
with longing to be near
Yet held steadfast,
in our hearts so dear
Adventures and travels,
far away
Love burns stronger,
eternal we stay
Through it all,
we persevere
Souls connected,
in the mirror.
I see you in my eyes' reflection, you are always with me, my heart's connection
Doofinity Aug 2015
Every day that passes by
while we are apart
Is one day closer to our next
embrace of heart.
Cravy
Doofinity Aug 2015
Escaping tears fall
from the windows of the soul,
crystalline prisms,
slicing down through the air,
landing upon aged parchment,
composing beautiful notes of
bittersweet symphony.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Whether near or apart
We are always one heart
You together with me
Forever loved we be
Doofinity Jun 2015
As a child innocent, I briefly knew love.
I grew up, quickly tarnished, and in my years lost the companion of myself, my shadow.
I gathered pieces through my life, to fill the void, yet never whole, never complete. I surrendered, satisfied with the best I could do.
You flew into my life, through a window I thought I'd sealed tight in the stable structuring of my world.
As I was looking into the mirror, I caught a glimpse of you behind me, my shadow. I turned intrigued by your familiarity, only to find you curiously staring back at me.
You stepped forward, I stepped back. You stepped back I stepped forward. Left and then right, and we synchronized into natural dance as if it had always been.
We laughed, played and cried, settling with a sigh into sweet embrace.
Reflections mirrored in one another's eyes. Entranced in awe we drew closer, tasting exchanged sweet breaths of serenity.
I gave you a thimble, eternally filled with my passion. You returned to me with an acorn, radiating with your deep rooted love.
I vowed never to trap you, you vowed never to leave me.
We live in a land of the never, savoring the bittersweet reality of our fantasies.
We shall know never what would've been.
We shall know never what will be.
We shall know never apart, never an empty heart.
Doofinity Aug 2015
Every day
We find a way
Though kept so far apart
Still fill the voids of heart
Never taking for granted
Passion others recanted
Reciprocated
Together sated
Unfolding each other
Holding one another
Lost souls found
Eternally bound
Doofinity Jul 2015
I'll never tell you good-bye,
always awaiting the next...until.
Until I see you again, hear you again, feel you again... In my dreams, together or apart.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Two souls as one in twisted pleasure
Kindled hearts of unvalued measure

Kisses together part holding a token
A reminding trinket of bond unbroken

Bittersweet draw of yearn and splendor
Beaming love kept a hidden treasure

Face to face the words need not be spoken
Yet distance betwixt burning poet awoken
When begrudgingly we part ways the end of night
I miss you before you are even out of my sight
Doofinity Jul 2015
Maybe it's time
To let go
I don't know

Maybe it's time
To let myself cry
And be alright

Maybe it's time
To say good-bye to the maybe...
No more out of place,
don't erase or deface...
Just embrace me.
This time is borrowed,
from my birth til I die...
stop wasting away,
held back with the why.

It is time
To move forward
Time to move on
Let my worries drift off as old song

It is time
To stand up
Time to rise above
Let go the fear so I may feel love

It is time
To grow strong
Time to unfold
Let myself warm from the bitter cold

It is time
To let go
I know
It is time
To let myself fly
To be alright
It is time
To say hello
Let myself get back
to the me I know.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Love storybook without ever after end,
yet never ending love.

Love ending never,
yet end after ever without storybook love.
Our bittersweet story shall always have missing pages, but only because we've yet to write them.
Doofinity Jul 2015
I long to fall asleep to the readings of Poe.
Doofinity Jul 2015
My heart craves the most bittersweet taste of your poetry...
Doofinity Jul 2015
My clenched fists beat against your chest as I screamed in the night.
You snuffed my thrash, clutched my hands in your own and hugged me tight.
I cried out in agony, angst of life unfair
You stood strong, held me, ran your fingers through my hair
White knuckles still balled up, nails cutting into my palm
Your loving whispers to me soothing my torn heart calm
With my hands firmly pressed close, still between us embraced
You laid pen in my hand for words not to be erased
A treasure among all the loving gifts you give me
Realization of self, found freedom,
MY poetry
From tears of the same salt, blood of the same veins, resonating heart,
The mind reveals the poets together, though still set apart
Doofinity Jul 2015
Pavement punishes my feet, running harder, feed it my pain.
I feed the beast as it's nipping at my heels, making me take flight.
Doofinity Jun 2015
In the dark, yet the glare burns my eyes.
Silence, yet the screaming won't quiet.
My body is still, yet writhing in anguish.

Darkness, silence, stillness... This is the battle.
The old familiar lullaby of numb.
A beckoning finger, seducing me to depths of pitch black on a starless night.
I could sleep if the air wasn't stale.

I've been abandoned,  yet I refuse to be the abandoner.
I cannot give that pain away. It is mine to own.
I am surrounded by love, yet alone every direction I reach.

Abandoned,  pain... refuse, love, alone... Fight.
I cannot be selfish. Redirection is the only option.
I will not let go. Hold the pain close, never kiss the love with its sting.

Fight. With what weaponry? Armed with pain. Reaching, grasping for hope.
Protect the love. Do not let it fall to my fate.
Rebuild. Pain is my weapon. I could cause such harm,  shove them all away.
If only I could reach, yet if I did, I'd take the pain from them, protect them,
And sacrifice myself to no end, but an endless cycle.

Fight, protect, rebuild... armed with who I am.
Gather the pieces.  Put them together. Never in original form.
New stones, fresh mortar muddied with tears.  Reach, to find each stone.
Drag it into place, carefully stacked,  meticulous placement, calculated.
Construct not to protect me, not to hide, but to keep the love out of harms way.
Without love I am nothing.
Deny, refuse nothing.
Arms open, eyes wide.
Fight, for everything.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Nine wasted words to say one that matters most....love.
Good night, my knight
Doofinity Jul 2015
Everyday...hour...minute...second...
fractions infinite
you occupy my heart.
Doofinity Jun 2015
Boorishly ****** into this diabolical world.
Parturition coerced from the amicable surrounding walls.
Fostered by what is a poor excuse of society.
Thereafter, and maybe preceding, all is fear.
Mortal until the day to meet thy maker.
...And in between? Alas, it is choice.
What shall it be? One of two, so you must resolve.
To exist, letting darkness cloak all, and fear be your consolation.
To live, fighting off the vexatious blanket of death, welcoming light to warm your soul.
Both are equally fought for in this insolent age.
Yet who are the victors? I will tell you, my friend a secret, a thought if you will....
How is there such thing as victor if there is nary a challenge?
It is told: accept the challenges so that you may feel the exhilaration of victory.
So, is the choice of dark and light that perplexing?
In essence, there is only one way to live.
The other is only a meager existence.
All face such this decision,  oblivious to the simple fact that no challenge lay within existing.
There is only a fight in choosing to live.
Make a choice, and with that...
So Be It
Doofinity Jul 2015
I thought I had it all figured out...
I knew life didn't always go as planned, yet I became expert at making the most of what was served, and feasting.
I thought I'd filled the void in my heart with such an eclectic array. I know I had, without regret to this day.
I just didn't realize I'd missed a hole, a perfect silhouette of the cliche puzzle piece.
The empty space camouflaged so well amid my life's treasures.
Then I met you, a passer-by, exchanged hellos of mere acquaintance...but then I met you again, and your eyes, looking back at me, reflecting back such a magnificent light.
You, so... So desirable, with such a passionate, heartfelt, sincere, honest, forgiving, accepting and loving grasp on life...perfectly broken.
I could draw for hours, days, eternity tracing and connecting the lines into speechless works of art.
Your shattered pieces glistening, emitting the most elegant aura I'd ever seen.
Foreign to me, such grace from pain.
I thought I'd mastered that, thought...
Until I looked into your eyes, and met greatness.
I found myself lost in gaze with you.
****** into another realm, through twisting wormholes of iridescent glows, contrasting with the pitch black of eternity surrounding...spinning, up then down, left then right, backward and forward...Until I was spat out into an eerily silent crisp white serenity.
There, I was faced with your soul, and I saw myself.
They say there's only one face you'll never meet, and that is your own, yet there we were, face to face.
The missing puzzle piece to the void in my heart that I'd worked so hard to cover.
The eyes are the mirror to the soul?
I found myself in you, and watched as you recognized yourself in me.
Each finding the exact of what was missing, what we needed to find, not a moment too soon, not a second too late, but just as it is meant to be.
Two sets of shattered glass, pieced together, gleaming as the fragments intermix harmoniously, into an intricate phenomenal masterpiece.
And when the darkness surrounds us, melded together we find the slightest sliver of starlight to dance with hope, and light the moon.
And when the light shines, we warm our world, with a most ardent soft glow.
I know now, I see now...
I see you, I see me...
Us, stained glass of broken souls, amalgamated as one beautiful reflection of love.
I will never again question when you're lost in gaze with me, for upon reflection I now see.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Dearest Kidnapper-
      You broke in, took my soul captive, and stole my heart, destroyed my fear and inhibitions.
      I should feel need for escape, recovery and rebuild my defenses...Yet here I am, with no will to run.
     Quite frankly you are the poorest excuse for a criminal. Actually you have been more than wonderful, doing nothing but filling me with your own heart, warming me with your soul, singing your sweet poetry to occupy my mind, and ensuring I'm not without affections.
     I think authorities were notified, but I've seen no sign of them finding us, as you've tucked us away so well in your secret lair.
I realize now, I shall never leave, let alone find my way out even if you released me.
     You may keep my heart, for I have yours. I promise to take gentle care of your soul, as you have nourished mine.
      Any ransom you may have thought to ask for should be considered paid in full.
Though I think I have fallen ill with a condition...
Is it so strange I tell you I love you?
Eternal regards,
Willing Hostage
Doofinity Aug 2015
My heart beats in Morse code
calling out to you.
.. / .-.. --- ...- . / -.-- --- ..-
Doofinity Aug 2015
Fingers weaving together like lace
Arms wrap like an octopus embrace
Tongues play in synchronous dance
Eyes locking in a starlit trance
Head upon chest hearing the beat
Kiss to keppie soothing so sweet
Fitted together like a seamless dovetail
Undulating connected hearts set sail
Doofinity Sep 2015
Unsung words
of our hearts harmony
In another time
we long to be
Rhythms step off-beat
in time's cruelest rations
Yet our souls dance
with graceful glow of passions
Forever together
yet never
you and me
Alas
we love amid
bittersweet fantasy.
Doofinity Jun 2015
Face me...fixedly eye to eye, four hands intertwined in infinite reciprocation, articulating...

Osculate my mind with your intellectual parlance, ardently and with hedonistic electricity arousing my neurons, titillating my synapses, sending lustful charge down my nerves.

I crave to feel your utterances surge through me,  course throughout every bifurcation, and transude from every last pore of my flesh.

Grasp my heart with your loquacity, embracing so passionately, that our beats become one resonating cadence whilst exchanging harmonious rhythm.

Caress my flesh with cognital poetry woven from emotions existent only to us.
Trace my veins with every word born from pain, contentment, angst and tranquility... pressing their vehemence into my bloodstream, surrendering my pulses to ******.

I yearn to listen to you make me moan, as I arch my back, tilt my head and release in silent screaming ecstasy... sating you with visual affirmation of our sapiosexual affair.
Taking steps on the road of hope, toward home.
Doofinity Aug 2015
Sometimes at a loss for pinpointing my mood, I find myself scrolling the writings of Hello Poetry.
Like a dance, I sway and twirl, march and slide through your words, your emotions, that are bled and wept, chuckled and sung into poetry.
In a stumble, I fall back to the smallest treat, the shuffle button...
And I am moved by the movements of poetic symphony.
It's sometimes a nice change to get away from the trends and latest, and just shuffle through time of HP. Thank you for sharing.
Doofinity Jul 2015
My art is my heart with he.
Yours is ours without the why.
You'll never be the same without me.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Hesitated seconds of breath with lips barely touching. Breathing in as they collide with passionate exchange.
Tongues explore and articulate wordless desire.
Fingertips trace from behind the ear, down the neck...one finger added at a time as they run along supple flesh to the collarbone,   hand making full contact to the chest, finding the beat of pounding heart.
Another hand crawls from waist to shoulder,  up along carotid with synchronizing beats of the heart, up into hair where fingers spread and grasp with intentioned pull.
And so it the challenge shall begin...
Though it seems we both win.
Challenge accepted with great pleasure!
Doofinity Jun 2015
Into the river of poetry I pour my prose,
Flowing tears of written hopes and woes.

I watch as it mixes in the rushing streams,
Dancing with words of others' nightmares and dreams.

Released from my heart, it washes away,
Leaving me cleansed to live another day.
Doofinity Oct 2015
Looking forward to you is like a child with exact change, waiting for the ice cream truck in the summer.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Each night lulled to sleep by the sweet tick tock,
Of the steady beat from my bedside clock.
Longing it to be the rhythm of your heart,
Yet echoing in my own as we're apart.
I dreamt of being held tight in your arms,
Though woke lonely to ringing alarms.
I quieted the dancing bells with distain,
Facing reality I'm without you again.
I reach for you the only way I have known,
A message, reminder, picture or poem.
One day, some day wishes will come true...
Nestled up close I'll lay next to you.
I'll fall asleep to the kind beat of your heart,
Embraced in your arms wanting never to part.
In the morning we'll wake still holding tight,
Just as we remained throughout all the night.
I'll give you sweet kisses to start your day,
My eyes telling yours all I need to say.
Alas each night, my dear clock I shall wind,
To dream of your heart beating next to mine.
Doofinity Sep 2015
Fickle time
my torment
Winds up
my soul's lament
Time must pass
to enjoy what is to come
But the in between
is ever loathsome
Waiting through
agonizing slow cadence
The tick tock tests
my impatient patience
I urge the pendulum pace
to please advance
To the next moment
in your arms where we dance
Once together
again
With swift speed
the hands spin
I beg the gears
for a moment still
They pay no mind
to my wish and will
The only steady rhythm
of time I know
Is the constant of you
in my heart's tempo.
Doofinity Jul 2015
No vacancy, you had said from the start,
No room for love, left in your heart.
Even if you were to charge me rent
It would be worth every dollar spent.
So I obliged and stayed posted up outside
But our love grew too deep for either to hide
You let me in and I pay the monthly fees
With all I can offer, always wish to please.
No cash transactions to collect or pay,
Exchanged services instead, day after day
A text, a message, love notes through morning and night
Or a poem where the words need to be just right
A kiss for a kiss, or an ogle for a gaze
We dode on each other in all possible ways
So landlord you may be, but please just remember this part.
I'm tenant and grounds keeper, I'll always tend to your heart.
Doofinity Aug 2015
Old souls lost in the dark so long
Longing for a lost hearts song
Songs mending hearts with desire
Desires healed with passionate fire
Aflame with passions in love found
Find love in synchronous sound
Echoed harmonics freed from lost sight
Seeing notes cast with free souls new light.
My first attempt at quantum loop styled writing... Credit to Gary L.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Tantalizing tentacles
taste and tease
intertwining
tip to toe
in two-step
into one
Doofinity Jul 2015
Vicious snarling guttural growls
With fire in the eyes
The beast is pulling at the end of its chain
Clawing and scratching with primal instinct, gnashing teeth for just a taste
Crouched, rocking on the haunches
in front of the creature,
Feeling hot breath upon war painted face, arms at the ready, body braced for attack...
Unleash the beast
Doofinity Jul 2015
Raised to be seen and not heard,
free voice broken.
Learn what should and could be said,
or never spoken.
Who decides the acceptable to discuss,
or what creates a societal ruckus?
Beaten down over my years experience
traveled.
Words locked away in my head,
leave my soul unraveled.
Interpretations of the dark vs light,
Only I know what haunts me at night.
Who determines what strength and weakness I do value
Hold close my past that creates me honest and true.
Molested, arrested, *****, adandoned and battered
Homeless dropout, a ******, suicidal when life no longer mattered.
A smoker, a drinker, numb cutter for pain,
Tattooed and pierced, lay in front of a train.
Hit the bottom hard as stone,
call it the top, yet all alone.
Wanting so much more, feeling worth much less.
Until I face myself, only to me do I need to confess.
Rise up off the street,
forcing the ends to meet.
Make humble amends,
with lost family and friends.
Get a job, a career, new education,
Ever move forward despite trepidation.
Find true loves, each better than the last,
Accept better life hoping the worst has passed.
Never forget though, these vengeful demons in my life,
or they creep up behind me, stealthy slash of a knife.
Now open my mouth for the words to spill,
Vow never again silent, lest my soul be still.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Parting kisses saying until...
Relighting fire, you give me will.
Doofinity Sep 2015
I love you each day more than the last...
Thought I was full, yet there's always more...
I may explode!
Doofinity Jul 2015
Each day I wake, I adorn my mask
Cover the pain, a most daunting task
I hide deep within my hallowed shell
Puppeteer function, hope none can tell
Pull the crooked lever hinged to the smile
Interact with strangers, another dial
Crank the handle that winds up the walk
Yank on the chain to make the mouth talk
Like a one man band who plays and sings
Work all the complex pullies and strings
Mechanized master, it's become routine
Armoured safe within my tarnished machine
Doofinity Sep 2015
SInful
Creatures of
Primal
Passion that
Envoke a
Love
Beyond
Mortal
Rapture
Doofinity Sep 2015
Ever changing, ever growing...
Rarely certain, rarely knowing...
What each day holds for you and me...
When next embrace or kiss shall be...
How time is spent apart waiting,
Filled with hope anticipating...
Where we're plotting, planning, scheming,
Passing days crazed and daydreaming.
Through all the what, when, how and where
One constant shall always be there...
Never a question as to why...
For love as ours we can't deny.
Doofinity Jul 2015
Pressed against the wall tasted better pressed against the door.

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