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crybaby911 Sep 2015
"Wah. Wah. Wah," the crybaby said.
Her insecurities are always, constantly being fed.
Then they shove a pacifier into her mouth.
To ignore their blabbering self-doubts.

mama. <3
crybaby911 Sep 2015
"I am a cosmic dreamer who's crestfallened in her deceitful catastrophes."
crybaby911 Sep 2015
"Happiness is artificial. A fake act of getting through life."
crybaby911 Sep 2015
"Play dead", they told me.
But I never woke up.
crybaby911 Sep 2015
"She is a crybaby.
Downpouring in her flesh and glory.
Self inflicted in her catastrophes."
crybaby911 Sep 2015
My heart aches to be loved
To be moved in many ways
But my feelings were always shoved
Into the dark, excruciating haze

I want to feel something
Anything in fact
But my heart is on a hinge
Feeling numb, my emotions going blank

It's cold in here
Filled with my salty tears
It starts to beat slower
Breaking into large shears

I barricade myself
Afraid of being loved, not being hurt
My feelings bailed
Saying I'm a curse

My feelings back stabbed me
I feel so paralyzed
Now I know, now I see
It's my own personal sign

I wasn't meant to be loved
No man can fix my agonized heart
It's never going to be enough
To fix what's been long broken and deserted.
crybaby911 Sep 2015
Mommy, mommy
I was in shock that day
Can't believe you took your life away
To see you like that was a terrible nightmare
Giving me such a hermondous scare
Your face grew pale
Which led to a horrific wail

Seeing you covered, being pushed to an ambulance
Certainly, left my life unbalanced
The night before was clear that you were up to no good
Which I should have understood
I had  promised to make you proud
Making my teenage years out of bound

No words can be explained
But indeed my emotions can be addressed
Missing the laughters, the hugs, and the kisses
Especially those unfulfilled wishes
Looking back, you made me stronger
To make life's expectations much more longer

Sleepless nights, unforgotten dreams
Flashbacking to the walks we took,  bursting out a scream
The more I forget the past
More tears kept running back
That's why I believe in love at first sight because I loved you sinced the day I opened my eyes.
Old poem .
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