I'll never send.
My feelings in these words.
You love him and I love you.
More than the trees love the sun. Or the waves loves the moon. Although I feel just as helpless of reaching you as the leaves reaching for the sun. Or the waves touching the face of the moon.
I still feel the powerful attraction and still feel your ray of love. But I seem to only get what is left over, of your love.

I just hate it, me eating away at pain.
Im hiding, and your blind.

I don't want to sit alone anymore, I cant take this no more.
I have waited for you. I see you giving me all the signs.
Playing this game, girl Im not a toy.

Your tearing up my heart, because you cant decide between me
or some guy. Girl, I have one question for you.
Where were he when i picked up all the pieces he broke?.
When I was there when the rivers could not stop, overflowing?.
I have never left your side, he left.

But I guess you only realized what you lost when its too late.
I guess that is what happened to that guy too.
But I'm saying goodbye. And when I'm gone you will
wish I'd come back. But I won't.

She took a piece of my heart,
when she left the rest of me with marks
The blade was in my hand
but she made the cuts

She was never mine but it felt as if she was
when she gave me her smile.
I think of her everyday.

I can never  again love someone new ,like i loved her
These words cant fully heal a torn heart
In time ill scar,
but she will always have a piece of my broken heart

Sweat, heavy breaths.
Spikes on grass.
Spears and other gear.

Faster, Better, in sync with the atmosfere.
Cheering and Clapping
Singing an outworn cheer

Your own heart pounding....
Waiting for the hard cracking of a gun.

Like Horses galloping In circles we Trot with pride.
Till one of us brakes the line.

Later in the bus
The stinch of sweat and Adrenaline fulls the air.
A clutter of Giggles and cries.
A speaker its all I hear.
Once again we sing as one for the remaining trip back to where we belong.

There i was Drifted away
You standing in front of me
The words I love you, your lips said

I never been happier in my life than i was there, with you in my arms
I woke up and i didin't even cry.

I was just emty ,
I lost my soul
And for the first time I
Looked at that rope and didin't feel any resistance.
I just feel so Lonely.