Francinah Tintswi mathebula

Francinah Tintswi mathebula Sep 2021

Now that I am in your shoes with different size I understand why you did what you did.
This Journey call motherhood is not an easy one, you had a lot to carry I guess that why you had to leave me behind.
Well let me tell you about her, she is a fusion of me and her dad. I wouldn’t say that I was ready for her but she was ready for me.
I asked God that “why would you let me be a parent when I have never been parented by my own parents?”
He said “you are going to parent yourself through that child, you are going to be a mother that you wanted your mother to be to you”. Well I have to say being my own mother is not easy maybe that’s why you did what you did.
As I said before i am my mother’s child not my mother

Francinah Tintswi mathebula Jan 2021

Becoming

Pillows have become my new best friend
Brushing my tongue has become my worst enemy
Water has become my way of survival
The toilet has become my second home
I have tasted the same food twice
I have become full without eating anything
The day and night have become the same thing
I have been the same person with different looks 😊
My speed has become the one of my grandmother

Francinah Tintswi mathebula Dec 2020

An Arrow

Cupid must be stupid
He been shooting arrows everywhere
I just happen to be stabbed by one
He smile and said it’s a gift

#Neo

Nov 2020

Heather

Kisses

Have someone ever kissed you
And everything around you both just stopped
The rain that was falling
Can't be heard anymore
The drops rolling down the car window paused
In that moment is just felt like
Only the two of you were the only people in the world
Time felt like it literally stopped
You felt safe, calm, happy, excited, a bundle of emotions
Your heart stopped beating yet it was all you could hear
You couldn't breathe but wished for this moment to never end
They pulled away and you were still trapped this haze
Only when you opened your eyes
The world continued
You heard the rain hitting against the car
And you guessed the drops continued rolling
Because you never took your eyes off the person
That just stopped your world but guess what
They did it again

#kiss #kisses #world #stop #happy #calm #safe

Nov 2020

Heather

Him

His face
The sight brings a smile to yours
His eyes
You can stare into them forever
His lips
You wish you can kiss them
His hands
You wish you can intertwine them with yours
His mind
It intrigues you
His soul
You can love it for eternity
His heart
It doesn't belong to you

#love #him #sad

Francinah Tintswi mathebula Oct 2020

Time

How I cry for days I have forgotten
For moments created and laughters shared

How I whine for the fallen and plead to the skies that I be the one who will be glorified not to be worshipped but to be the Shepard of a greater tomorrow

Time after time I take a walk thinking of a rhyme I know not where I left my pride not what makes me me but the pride of a lion the pride that lets my roar out my voice and motivates all those around me to hunt
I need to conquer my quest all so I can write about it and just be my best for life is just a test that no one knows when it will be assessed

I know not where I’m heading
I know not what I’m doing
I know not what I deserve
I know I’m meant to be the best

Francinah Tintswi mathebula Oct 2020

Dear troubles

I would like to say it was not nice being with you, we have reached the end of our road , we have to go our sperate ways , its not me its you as it is in your name you have always troubled me. Its time we see other people, I don't know about you but I would like to meet people like happiness, kindness and love, I think 🤔 happiness And kindness are related because of ness, well I would like to be part of the there family. I guess you can call me francinahness, I know you don't like it but it sounds great in my ears, so I would like to kiss u good bye have a nice life or maybe not, but I don't bring trouble to others life, so in other words I will not invite you to my loved ones. goodbye troubles😘😁