I'm almost home
to the drinking
to the sad music
to the missing
&
The crying
To the praying
&
To the sadness
It's all I ever known
So I call it home.

I want you to love me
I want you to just love me more than I do
For once I just want to be loved unconditionally

I'm so tired of hoping that your happy with me.
I'm so tired of praying that you'll stay with me
I'm so tired of trying to be your it girl
I'm so tired of holding in my anger
I'm so tired of bitting my tung to not say words that would ever jeopardize us.
I'm so tired of being tired
& Yet I stay.

Love failed me once again.

Thank you for walking away. Today mark another unkown year.


     -Aztec

I still think of you when im drunk.

Regardless how happy I am. I will never believe words. I will never give my heart and soul to the fullest anymore. I will not give my self or let anyone give me  false hope ever again. I will **** before I break.


        - Aztec