i wonder about you
when i wake up at 3am
i wonder if you're okay
if your mind is at peace
if you have found what you were looking for
if you love yourself now
if you see yourself like i do
i just wonder
at 5am,
are you sleeping safely
if the demons have escaped
if your heart is beating peacefully.

oh it's all a lie,
I haven't seen you in years
but I want to sound safe,
like I at least have you.
my emotions in motion of an ocean
no bottle, has been seen around?
it's an ocean of emotions.
I dont have you
I haven't seen you in years.

we couldn't have been an illusion
there was so much bruising
all this for nothing, what makes it fair
to seem perfect with no scare

i made a wish on you
it’s flown away, far away
might have even died
getting caught in the clouds
my sweet firefly