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 May 2014 Amanda
guro
like i am
me
and you are
you,
you are
also me
and i am
also
you

and if
i am afraid
i can
squeeze my
wrists
or strangle
myself
and remind
myself
that my
mannerisms
are
just like
hers
this was supposed to be poSITIVE !!!!!
 May 2014 Amanda
guro
something along the lines of
  you'll leave me,
  won't you?
  is what i say to you

  which is
  unsurprising,
  given the circumstances for which
  this idea seems so completely
  appealing to me

(you'll leave me,
won't you?
you'll leave me,
eventually,
blah blah blah,
if you leave me
i'll **** myself,
blah blah blah

is it all the same
to you? do you think i
say this ****
for fun?)

how *******
blasphemous,
this idea that's so
absurd
to you;
do you so
constantly have your
head
up your *** or is it just me?
oh, wait, no

  i don't know
  what you want me to say

  do you want me
  to agree with you?
  you?
  you, of all people?
You just stand there again.
And rant on about
YOUR day and YOUR
problems and YOUR love
life and YOUR dreams
and YOUR obsessions when
you know I am silent now.

Lying on the bed now.
Dying now, Crying now.
Silent. Silent. Silent.
You should understand
my silence now.
Staring at the ceiling isn't listening.
Being vacant isn't listening.
Glaring out the window is not listening.
YOU even said it.
"Do you want to be alone."
Silence. Yes. Silence. No. Silence. Yes.

Why don't you understand my silence?
Why can't you understand alone?
Why can't you understand me?
Why don't you know my silence?
Why can't you just see?
The world is full of noises
And all I want to be
Is in silence right now.
No noise. Gold.
I am sick of hearing
So much noise.
I just want some silence.
Please.
 May 2014 Amanda
Chiffa
Haiku (11)
 May 2014 Amanda
Chiffa
i just wish that there
would be someone who would care
if i wasn't there.
 May 2014 Amanda
qynce b
everything
 May 2014 Amanda
qynce b
I used to stay up
Late into the night thinking
About everything
i tend to sleep more soundly now
 May 2014 Amanda
AndIFell
You.
 May 2014 Amanda
AndIFell
What makes me stay
Isn't your jade eyes
Nor your heart shaped lips
Nor your addicting smile
Nor your contagious laugh
Nor how you stare at me
Nor how you suddenly fall asleep
Nor how I'd spend all day just talking to you
Nor how you inspire me
Nor how you're just perfect
Nor how you're suddenly not so perfect
Nor how I love you
It's rather because of this connection
     Our friendship
     How you kiss me
     How you hug me
     How you give me all I want

You're everything I need
And that is what makes me stay
'Cause a little love doesn't hurt sigh*
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