When you die
Does every thought you ever thought end up forgotten?
As your brain decomposes
As brains typically do
Do you lose the memories you once had
For what good do these memories do when your dead
Will you forget every face you once saw
Forget the definition of beautiful
Love
Happiness
Sadness
When everything goes black
Do you forget every color
So no matter what
Purple
Red
Blue
Its all black to you
When you die will you forget everyone you love(d)
For what use are they to you now
Will you forget every conversation
Every suicidal thought
Every thing that made life ****
Or
Made life perfect

But I guess we wont know that until we die
But even then
Will we know?

Your head submerges into the
Deep
Dark
Blue abyss
There is silence
True silence
Underwater is the only place where true silence exists
Your once formless breaths of air now take shape
And every next bubble is another bubble closer to death
You could die right here right now
But
For once in your life you dont feel like dying
Your head comes back up
You gasp to retain all the bubbles you lost
You hear tiny annoying little voices
Screaming
Yelling
Crying
You start to wonder if you made the right choice
You chuckle at the thought
Something misconstrued as a sin
You submerge your head
To part from the noise
For the sweet sweet silence
Of water again

I used to never smile
You make me do it more
I used to never feel alive
You make me do it more
I used to not be myself
You make me do it more

I used to want to die
Now I just want to be with you

I used to cry and complain a lot
You make me do it less
I used to hurt on the inside
You make me do it less
I used to fake a smile
You make me do it less

I used to want to be dead
Now I just want to be with you

Whenever your lips touch mine
You breath life into me
Your smile is everything I live for
Whenever I'm with you
You leave me in a state of dreams
When I kiss you
I have to pinch myself to see if its really happening
Sometimes things that seem too good to be true
Are true
That's how I feel
Whenever I'm with you

It took me too long
To find out what was wrong
Imagine the shock that I felt
When I figured out it was me all along

She's The One
I dreamed of while I was wide awake
And thought of while I was sleeping
She defines perfection
No one could touch the beauty that she holds
So between lunch breaks and coffee breaks
I sit wide awake
Dreaming of this girl
Who can't be real
It's impossible for any girl to be this perfect
Thats when she said "Hi" to me