In religious movies, where love is meant to be.
Bloodthirsty society,
Causing immortal anxiety.


Separated them successfully.
They lost their identities,
Forced to walk with Unknowns and Unknown destinies.
But, the new one was contrary to their expectancies.


Their parents were guilty of irresponsibilities.
Formalities among amities,
Nasty insecurities.
Dealing with mixed personalities.


Her eyes were attractive like ruby,
A mesmerizing beauty.


Now, he adores his love confidentially,
With memories on screen.
By, Re-imagining some scenes,
Heart skipping beats, Mind ****' in screams...

My temper cost me a whole year,
A degree of Bachelors.
Now I'm a dropout, a failure.


The traumatic experience is severe,
I wish I can run away from here.
Dunno where just want to disappear.


Lacking back isn't my fear.
Covered by responsibilities as if an atmosphere,
My only reason to reappear.


Time to gear up,
Hike up like a mountaineer.
This is not the end of my career,
Proving myself once again is to adhere...

Almost every night I have this same dream,
People targetting me for unknown reasons.
At my workplace, my home.
Blaming me for things I never did;
Yelling and screaming.


I try hard to get control over me
But, at some point my temper
Gets all over me.


I feel all alone,
This feeling is well-known.
I'm sick of dealing with people's behaviour
So, I started finding ways to cut them out.
Getting zonked and run around.


This part breaks me down.
I'm standing on the edge of a cliff,
Asking everyone around
Will you join me, while I jump down?
They look at me while no-one utters a sound.
None of them wanted me to climb back down...





I wake up realising nobody is by my side.
Thinking that's how I'ma die,
I've got no friends.


Isolated me in my room, so I'm not stressed
I'm tired of love, tired of hate
Turning me emotionless;
Insensitive and depressed. I guess.


My dreams and reality are both messes.
If you have someone in your life
Who can help you out from pitfalls
Just remember you're truly blessed...

You lead
I'll follow
Even if it's wrong
It still doesn't bother
Cause I never really considered
What's gonna happen tomorrow

You are my greed
Loving you is my creed
Guess I'm paying for my misdeeds
Cause I can't have you
You're gone for so long
How cannot I miss
But, now I should proceed
As time concedes
Yet, my heart bleeds

Sometimes I end up in a situation
Where I urge to hurt myself
Cut up my eyelids
An uncertain notion to poke through my gums
Until I feel my brain as you read this
Memories of you feed my depression
Like it was hungry for decades

I don't want to feel pain
Numb the game
Get me high
Slow down the speed
Let me hallucinate
So I can rejuvenate
And eliminate our ties
You think unwanted ones are the worst
Have you ever heard of unsaid goodbyes??

The reason I gave up on puling is
That I want to use the suffering and pain in me
As a tool to help me grow and stay down to earth at the same time
To realise what I've been through and why I am still running in the game
To walk with this burden in my chest until I rest

To gain from sorrow
To be a kind being
To be a human being
And most importantly to be me
So nothing can change unless I let it all out
Every minute that passes up by reminds me to stay humble

For you, my heart may seem cold
But there is a reason behind everything I do
Which is untold
Only when someone will finally able to break through my walls and unfold
You'll surely find a heart of gold
Cuz never did I sold my soul
For this phoney world with a virtual life
Of mask wearers and as sightless blindfolded holds...

I'VE BEEN NUMB EVER SINCE YOU WENT,
LOST MY DEAREST, FRIENDS, AT A YOUNG AGE
WANT TO FEEL PAIN AGAIN
COMMIT SCHEMACIDE, WITH SEPPUKU, IN MY FATE

LUCIFER IN MY HEAD SHOWS ME THE DOOM THAT WORLD IS ABOUT TO MEET
THE FLOWER IN MY HEART WANTS TO BLOSSOM DON'T PLUCK ME BEFORE I BLOOM
CUZ IT'S HARD TO GROW SUCH FLOWERS IN GLOOM

ALL THAT I SEE IS THE LIGHT
RECEDING INTO THE DARK OF THE NIGHT

From candy store to outdoor tours,
You had my back like no other.
From sharing secrets and cigs,
And Ending together in a police car.
You helped me overcome my deepest scars.



I hope you can see,
You're a mentor for me.
I'm guitar and you're my strings.
I Can ignore this world for "We".



Back and forth,
Like waves on the shore.
I'm emotional and sore.
We act like we're mature,
Feelings aren't discussed anymore.



You're just beside me, but you're still too far
We're not just friends,
Obviously something more.
I'm for sure...

When the sky turns pink
And when love is in the air we breathe
We'll make love on our bed
Until everything turns into magical red
I'll love you, ******* until my very last breath...

Love is a plague
That turned my ecstasy into misery
Thou brightest of the stars in the Nuit
The star of hope which I've lost somewhere in my journey
While I was returning back into the abyss.
I've had enough of this suffering
Wanna quit set me free
Seize what you feel
And let me flee...

Hidden secrets
Not claiming practices did
If you get to know what's going on in one's mind
You would probably hate'em


What they think about your beliefs
Their views on this society
It May not be the same
You would probably hit'em


Even though they may not be wrong
But their views may harm your faith
You would probably slit'em


Call me a hypocrite
I need to finish my own film
I quit!!! From all *******
At least, I won't regret that I said it...

Come Camazotz
Make us fly
High in the
Greyish sky
No more war
No more sacrifice

Brainwashed bairn
With blood-soaked hands dried
Listen to the mother's cry
When her innocent child dies
In the riots
Of superiority;
Of authority
Between the majority
And minorities

Failing humanity  
Falling down in moral qualities
High in the
Greyish sky
Come Camazotz
Make us fly...

You gave me strength
To overcome my weakness
You consider me as your friend
But I'm nothing more than a *******

You still take a stand
Regardless of our differences
We don't really talk much
Come seek me I'm behind the fences

You taught me so much
I followed you with my eyes closed,
Without a question

I broke your trust
But trust me,
I just wanted to get closer.
Closer than ever before

I'm so grateful
That you are saving me from the abyss
Look in my eyes
Forgive me for my lies
I know that you know
What I'm hiding behind my smile is

You said emotions makes us weak
So I tried to slaughter every part of it
Closed my eyes so tight that
It hasn't been wet since

Now I'm feeling empty inside
I wonder how would you manage to comprehend
That I was not as strong as you were
Now I'm colder than anyone you know around
Cold-hearted than you can ever be my friend
You think I'm your friend
But I'm nothing more than a ******* ...

I still remember your touch
The way you used to hold my hand
The jealousy in your eyes
Your insecurities and
The after-effects

The way you acted when you felt defenceless
when someone else got close
You tried your best
To hide your feelings
Pretending to be emotionless
Pretending to be someone else

Now I realise
how naive I was
To break your trust
I should've never let you go
In the first place
I was too young to realise
That you were the first
I fell in love with

Unintentionally even so
I ended up playing with our hearts
I apologise
Give me one more chance
I won't let anyone else
To break us

Babe come to me
I won't put you down this time
Let the world know about
This side of ours
And if you prefer not to
Let's run away somewhere far
Far away from everyone
From people whom we can't stand
To a place, we can truly call our home
A new world of our own...

Money ain't love
Money is the root cause of evil
Used for survival and also commit what's illegal

Wealthy guy happy and comfy
Inviting his buddies
Most of them are badass and junkies
Doing drugs got his nose runny
Leftovers in the plates
Think'in that's cool and funky

Across the same street, the scenario is a bit ugly
Muddy one saving each penny
Living with his wife and a puppy
Responsibilities of the newborn sonny

Worried about his future and studies
It's the same around the globe
Not just in selective countries

Spending money  to build statues and dummies
Instead of feeding skinny homeless children's
And filling their tummies
Homicides for survival money
To buy some bread, jam and a bottle of honey
Changes can be made that are bonnie...

We are at the brink
This world is falling
And no one's else to blame but us
Everything will be gone just in a blink
Dystopia is calling

Humans are under threat by their own race
We are falling
We wake up with the fear of losing
Our loved ones every morning

This system is creating nothing
But spreading
Hate, sorrow and suffering
And we are falling
Like a prey, hunted by predators
The end is coming

Middle East, Africa and now Asian countries
Are dealing with  civil issues
Targeting communities
'Cause the authorities are somewhat Islamophobic

Human rights are overlooked
In this era, like never known before
How can separating babies from their parents is righteous??
Even the angels above
Are doleful and astonished

Planet on fire
Here love is overtaken by ****** desires
Politicians are liars
Media is unfair
The world is turning into despair

We are at a brink
This world is falling
World war is close by
Dystopia is calling...

In this game of lame dispute
And blames
It's foolish to claim
Something we can never have
No hope shall waft thee,
Put out the flame
Play the hurt game
And the heart will get maimed
It's a crying shame
For I don't feel the same
Like I used to
When you gave me this pen name.

We never talked much and most of my life I thought
You didn't like me for some reason
But only when we came close and started to build up a bond
I saw your other side.
I miss your weird food combos we used to have in our lunch
Our friendship was the shortest but the most memorable one.
Cuz asthma pulled you over and you left me in a hurry.



I wish that I knew more about you.
The phase you were going through.
For me, you were the best in my crew
I miss those kisses and hugs from you
I wish you never got on those railway tracks
For I still blame myself for not staying in touch with you


Only if I knew that it was our last lecture together
Only if I knew that I'll be seeing you for the last time ever
And only if I knew that the NCC campaign is gonna swallow up my friend
I would have never said that it was a good idea for you champ
You drowned in the lake about 5 years ago but I still can't forgive myself
Your smile with a white tee on is still haunting me down