sanctuary

sanctuary Jan 2015

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It's sad how I realize it was always them , you and me– never just the two of us.

#love

Jan 2015

B

10:23: Hey, I miss you.
11:47: I hope you're okay.
1:19: Please text me back, I'm worried.
2:10: Come back. Come back. Come back.
3:14: I'm so sorry.
3:26: I love you. Please reply.
3:58: Okay, well I'll be here if you need me.
4:17: I love you.

He never replied, but I'm still waiting.

B.S.

sanctuary Jan 2015

Lunar

Remember our spontaneous trip
You saw the star that borrows light from the sun, full and fulgent
You asked me to go nearer
For you know my love for the moon
I saw the way you looked at me instead of the sky
That was the moment
Our eyes met
You got close
Our lips met
The wind
The light
The road
Eyes fluttering
Your lips
The beauty
The ecstasy
I fell
But you see there was this sadness too
Knowing when this is over
I won't just see the moon on normal nights
But I'll taste your lips and remember how we once were

I love the moon

#love #adventure #happy

sanctuary Dec 2014

Falling in love

I believe it's called falling in love because at that time we let down our walls
And let ourselves fall without worry or without doubts– we simply dive or plunge into a sea
And it's our choice if we drown or not

but what if you plunge to sea not knowing how to swim doesn't that make you a fool?
Everybody is a fool for love and that is how you see the proof

I can't find the right words but I hope it makes sense

#love

Dec 2014

jajwa

Getting drunk

1AM
"Hello?"

2AM
"I miss you"
"Why did you let go"
"Was I not enough?"
"Do you have someone else to let you see all skin and bones?
    Someone who could see through all those muscles and enlighten your soul?
    Someone who would hold you until the morning light?
    Someone who could love you even with all your flaws?
    Someone who could love you more because of them and think that you're beautiful?
"I loved you."
"I still do."

"You know what? *******, ******* because you made me fall. Made me think that you would catch me but in the end I realized that you never to do so. *******, for wasting my time, making me think that you were worth my while. Lastly, *******, I am still inlove with you

7AM
What have I done.

1AM
*"Hello?"

Drunk messages and thoughts

#love #broken #drunk #inlove #mad #messages

sanctuary Dec 2014

Okay?

I'll love you know matter what, okay?

Okay.

#love