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Cary Fosback Mar 2012
what is it boy?
all the things that haunt you
is it your mirror image?
in  it can you see yourself
after what you’ve done?

the winds of change are roaring
under smothering Whatcom skies
where hangman streetlights sprout
from asphalt cracks
as I drag my shell home

and I thought I was stronger than this

God shed a single tear that day
I felt it
in the cry for forgone rites
and the slow decay of a grand design
star crossed and fading though the moment was
for one who couldn’t leak
in shock, like
the **** happened? Again.

cradle the hopes
carry the hurt
I share the burden of her tears
I have the burden of her tears
I’ll not sleep tonight

first you stand
then you kneel
before you  give in
it’s a slow death

unlike the hangman’s noose

my hands shake

I don’t know what comes next
Alex Gifford Aug 2019
A lion painted on a slab of rock.
A gift -- her final show of affection.
She had found someone else
by the time I jolted awake from jealousy and reflection.

Is that how you felt when I left?

It was just me, my lion and God.
A dumb guy, a bad memory, and a fortress that allowed an arrow to slip through.
After some indecision I rested my lion behind a blanket in the trunk of my car.
Its cage for the next three years.

Eventually I'd forgotten about the rock.
It just sat there sitting in my trunk.
Weighing me down.
Until happy memories pulled away the blanket and turned into sad memories.

Their wedding is this summer.
So I'll bury it in Lake Whatcom.
The weight will be off my shoulders, the lion will be free,
And my back will be stronger for any rocks to come.
A girl I dated gave me a painted rock when we were drifting apart. She found another guy a few weeks later. After a few years of storing the gift in my cars trunk, they married and I threw it in the lake that we were at when she gave it to me. Yes, I'm aware this is very lame.

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