Ever since my minds been running,
I've had nothing but stress,
Sometimes I wish I could trade it in and have some rest,
People look at me and say;
'Look at all you have, you've been blessed',
But they don't see inside my mind,
Or my unhappiness,
Sometimes my mind gets overcrowded with thoughts and voices it starts to weigh a ton,

The only release is at the entrance to a gun,
How would my friends and family react if I told them of my thoughts that I have in the walls of my house.

My smiles don't last long,
My nights, I can't sleep through,
This sorrow laden soul is about to split in two,
I can feel my heart breaking,
WHY AM I SO SAD?

How much longer,
I can't take this anymore,
Because I'm getting older,
And I'm tired, and I'm sore.
My hearts bleeding,
All my thoughts conceding,

I know these thoughts are wrong,
I'm trying to change,
When I look in the mirror my reflection looks strange,
My OWN shadows estrange,
Sigh.

I just need peace of mind,
And someone hold,
Instead of a fate resigned,
They say that love is blind,
I prey so because I need all the help I can get,
Truefully I'm so far behind I can't seem to catch up,
Another love lost, again I ****** up.

A little boy’s truefully looking
At the world by his huge eyes.
A bombed city is reflected in
Them by eternity at once.
All dead people lying in streets
Are reflected in them by terror.
The boy owning great courage’s
Power ******* his eyes is
Aiming at foes with fervour?
There are shots, blood, moaning
In the city of dwelling- place
Fernal, he’s doomed to suffering,
Little boy without parents.
{27.12.2015}

МАЛЬЧИК
Маленький мальчик доверчиво
Смотрит глазами огромными –
В них отражается вечностью
Город забросанный бомбами.
В них отражаются ужасом
Мёртвые люди на улицах.
Мальчик с недюженным мужеством
В целик оружия щурится.
Выстрелы, кровь и стенания,
В городе – адской обители.
Он обречён на страдания –
Маленький сын без родителей.
{27.12.2015}

Translatior - I. Toporov

THE POWERS THAT WANT TO BE HAVE BEEN TAKING AWAY OUR PRIVACY, OUR RIGHTS, OUR FREEDOM AND OUR DIVINITY FOR CENTURIES, AND WHY?  BECAUSE WE ARE ALLOWING IT. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
THE EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM NEEDS A COMPLETE RESET.  OUR CHILDREN ARE BEING TAUGHT TO RELY ON AI INSTEAD OF THEIR OWN BRAIN AND POWER.
OUR MOST ANCIENT HISTORY NEEDS TO BE REWRITTEN AND TAUGHT TRUEFULLY.
OUR UNIVERSE IS AN ABUNDANT PLACE WITH PLENTY FOR EVERYONE HOWEVER WE ARE BEING STACKED ON TOP OF EACH OTHER LIKE SARDINES IN A CAN. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
LET US DEMAND ACCESS TO THE TECHNOLOGY WITHELD FROM US FOR DECADES; A HEALTHIER WAY TO GROW PLENTY OF FOOD FOR THE PLANET. WE NEED AN ECONOMICAL& EFFICIENT WAY TO DESALINATE THE OCEAN’S WATERS AND WATER SHOULD BE PURE AND FREELY AVAILABLE TO ALL.
LET US HONOR TESLA AND GIVE EVERYONE ACCESS TO ELECTRICITY AND WIRELESS WI-FI. STOP LYING TO US ABOUT THE OIL RUNNING OUT JUST TO RAISE THE PRICES AT THE POMPS AND MAKE MILLIONS ON US.
WE HAVE MANY ALTERNATIVES TO OIL; GREENER AND MORE ECONOMICAL THAT WOULD BENEFIT US ALL.
MORTGAGE AND CREDIT ARE ENTRAPMENT DEVICES USED TO KEEP US ENSLAVED AND IN DEBT. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
LODGING SHOULD BE AVAILABLE AND AFFORDABLE FOR EVERYONE AND RELATIVE TO OUR INCOME OR SERVICE.
BIG PHARMA (BIG MAFIA) NEEDS TO GIVE PLACE TO NATURAL AND ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE, NOT JUST APPEASING THE SYMPTOMS BUT HEADING TOWARDS TOTAL HEALING. STOP POISONING US, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
THE COUNTRY IS DEEP IN DEBTWITH HIGH UNEMPLOYMENT AND HOMELESSNESS AND WHAT DOES THE GOVERNMENT DO, SEND OUT MILLIONS OF $ TO HELP OTHER COUNTRIES??? ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
WITH OUR SCIENTIFIC ADVANCEMENT REGARDING TELOMERES, WE NOW HAVE THE KEY TO PROLONGE LIFE AND SO THE ELITE WILL EVENTUALLY SELLS US TIME OR LONGEVITY IF WE DO NOT STAND TOGETHER AND SAY “ENOUGH IS ENOUGH”.
WE NEED TO REINTEGRATE THE “DIVINE FEMININE” ENERGY INTO OUR SOCIETY ALLOWING FOR THE CREATIVE ENERGY TO MANIFEST POSITIVE AND BEAUTIFUL CHANGES FOR OUR WORLD.
WE ARE ASKING FOR OUR BIRTH RIGHTS AND TO BE HAPPY AND OF ONE CONSCIOUSNESS WITH ALL.
WE CAN UNITE AND SHOW OUR DISATISFACTION; ENOUGH LIES, GREED, VIOLATIONS, ABUSE, MURDERS,GENOCIDE, INSTILLING FEAR, RACISM AND TREATING PEOPLE LIKE CATTLE.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.