"swollows" poems
She scars on her body,
scars on her heart.
They bleed for him,
But he was too blind to see.
While he picked the **** over her,
He breaks her even more.
Her love for him was rejected,
By his ignorance.
While she sits in her room heartbroken,
He's out partying with ****
She's planning suicide,
He's doing drugs and having a good time.
She swollows a bottle of pills,
While he sniffs a line of coke.
She's slowly dying,
He's slowly feeling alive.
She's dead the next morning.
He went to school and find out about her suicide,
He was starting to wishes was there for her last night but he was too stupid getting high
They found her note the day before her funeral,
She told him that she love him.
At her funeral, everyone came.
People who were never there for her, acted like they were.
Later on he realized his feelings for her,
You loved her.
But it's too late.
He now has scars on his heart too.
{~A.T.B~}
May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 8:42 AM UTC
In the family
there was no name for it,
the sudden outbursts,
the spasmodic tics,
the "jesus chris"
that flew like bank swollows
from his lips.
Between the frequent episodes
my uncle seemed
completely about his wits.
It would take me twenty years
before I could match
a name for it,
"Tourette"
Feb 16, 2011
Feb 16, 2011 at 4:26 PM UTC
GOD HELP ME
*As the water covers my face and swollows up my breath
As the softness of the pillow placed over my face
starves me of life giving oxygen*
HELP ME
why didnt you come
**As he held my face down
it hurts god .....it hurts!**
HELP
Me when I stumble
Left with so much pain
I fall unto myself forgetting who I am
ME
I dont want to feel this pain
WHY COULDN'T YOU HELP ME GOD
then i wouldnt be sitting here with tears
running down my sorry face
ME
it's me god remember
DO YOU REMEMBER?
why the hell is it you never answer me?
And as the life runs from my body
God held my face to the ground
he held me as the water swollowed my breath
And he placed the pillow over my face
SO WHY DID HE MAKE ME BEG FOR LIFE ?
*why did he try to **** me inside?*
well i'm tellin you
I kicked
I screamed
And I never for a moment believed in you
WHY?
I don't think I need to answer that
Nov 29, 2010
Nov 29, 2010 at 6:45 AM UTC
i have found a pond in the tree line. its filled with life that has the natrual beauty that sweeps me away. thres a cat that just sits an the pedistool watching the colorfull fish swim around. his is so patiance just watching the fish swim around with just ceriousity and no attempt to break its posture. the water rippes when the wind passes threw the majestic trees. to me this is a safe haven to me where i can escape the bull **** in life that only want to make me go insane. this place i have found has a pond and a warm hot spring that is wonder full to just ley your mind empty from all the negitvity that swollows you hole. my insanity clears away when i just close my eyes and take in this beauryfull place. its my safehaven to escape so im never going to tell any one cause its only place i can have my mind be cleaned.
Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 10:44 AM UTC
its like walking in to a dak woom with no lights room and deperately looking for a light swiththat isn't there.
Like chiking on every word you say, terrifie of the resoce that spills through your ****** cracks=ed lips.
I cant close my eyes.
i see nothng at all.
I feel it all.
Everthing in its place that;s not supposed to be there.
walls necorted wall decortate with fist chaped wholesand shatter glass judt lkr nre carpet.
I close my eye and i see his face.
All of the face.
His long beard cover in whiskey, her thin hair, the way she said, "im going to kiss you like adults do."
It swollows me whole.
It take my minutes, my hours, my days stripped away from me.
I am nothing to be to be cared for,
I am nothing but dissasociated mindlessness.
You stole it all from me.
Every part of me was ripped away like fragibe bir bines.
Drape me in this body bag of satin sheets.
I'm too sick. Like a flu in my mid.
there is not cure.
Mar 21, 2017
Mar 21, 2017 at 6:36 PM UTC
Pain
Like a heart beat
Is Constant
The never ending sorrow of a broken heart.
Her aching memory of when they we're torn apart.
Pain
Like a river
Flows on
The unforgettable fact that it's over.
She wishes he was closer.
Pain
Like Love
Never stops
The near end is never seen.
How could he blame her for being so nieve?
She is only a human being.
Pain
Like life
Only ends in death
She takes a drink and swollows the pills.
No more nightmares, no more him, no more bills.
Pain
Like suicide
Can be avoided
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 10:03 AM UTC
A swollow died ,
but as it did it began to fly
for a thousand wings now lay upon its breast .
And upon that breast lay It’s head ,
and upon that head ,
a golden crown.,
And upon that crown of burning fire ,
Plumes of smoke were lifted higher .
And then from. that shrill from that birds beak ,
came unspeakable anguish that languished deep .
For death was sprinkled everywhere.
In falling ashes that lit up the sky ,
came winds as fierce as the swallows eye ,
More deadly were the winds that blew ,
that fanned the flames from that swallows crown .
And so life can never be the same ,
as what man uttered to clear his name .
Of all his fossil fuels he lights that burn carbon
into this burning night .
With all the coals that forever burn
Poisious gas that choke and wheeze ,
that brings the child upon her knees ..
A swollow dies his wings are singed ,
It still sings a song no one can sing .
But if they could what would we say ?
for another Forest has. Been burnt today .
Aug 13, 2021
Aug 13, 2021 at 4:00 PM UTC