its like walking in to a dak woom with no lights room and deperately looking for a light swiththat isn't there. Like chiking on every word you say, terrifie of the resoce that spills through your ****** cracks=ed lips. I cant close my eyes. i see nothng at all. I feel it all. Everthing in its place that;s not supposed to be there. walls necorted wall decortate with fist chaped wholesand shatter glass judt lkr nre carpet. I close my eye and i see his face. All of the face. His long beard cover in whiskey, her thin hair, the way she said, "im going to kiss you like adults do." It swollows me whole. It take my minutes, my hours, my days stripped away from me. I am nothing to be to be cared for, I am nothing but dissasociated mindlessness. You stole it all from me. Every part of me was ripped away like fragibe bir bines. Drape me in this body bag of satin sheets. I'm too sick. Like a flu in my mid. there is not cure.