Riding to communion,
Just to exchange drawing of sick scences.
It was hard to sneak flirts,
without your brothers seeing.
They'd never suspect good friends,
not in the Baptistery.
How could such a well to-do family make such a little monster for me?
How could they call us sick and twisted for feelings we didn't quite know?

How much farther could we truly go,
I'm grasping to turn back now.
They're hot on our trail,
it's too late for that though
The pitchforks are near.

They've torn us apart,
let us forget who we are.
It's been ages since I've seen you,
but I still have these scares.

These memories,
these feeling,
they keep dragging me back.
If I can't have you,
then please, please just let leave me on my track.
I can't keep chasing these feelings you've given, they've said it'll **** me.

I keep trying and trying to replace your sick effects,
but it keeps me craving for what I can't have yet.
But your not just somebody, you're much more to me.
Your'e the root of my suffering,
my impossible dream.

I still hate myself,
i truly do.
Because if you came back tomorrow,
I'd still leave with you.

Rain drops showers me and I love them
They hide my tears and wash my face
They shake my muscles and I love it
They hide my fears that shake me.

For years as it rains
I walked in the rain during downpours
I loved the scences in the rain
And maybe my success lied there...

People liked to see me wet my shirt
In showers that were tears
I kept crying for long,
And I grew a skekoton
I became a center of interest
And I was shy

But like hope rain fell
And I was a sprout of hope!
As i lead my life,
As I live it,
Whatever the course ,
I know in the begining I was nothing ...
Then HOPE sprouted in my skeleton

I want to know the blidness that kept his hands sliding and moving as if two scences were bundled and expelled from the already darkening white shade, pearling infront of his paintngs, There he found the secrets of golden asps and seductive tones
that manipulated Antonys weakness for powerful women.  But now the blank verses  of god and poet live to the imposible idea of finding secrecy and sharing the myth that his scribe would have to live with.  The hardest process of sinking your open thoughts in hot salt.  The painful scars of reliving and redoing to go out into the night hoping it wasnt your last.

I wonder that I write poems
At the simultanous time you write
Take a glance on phone
I see the reputation that you've shown
Hold your horses
I lose track of your
Gust emotions
I'm gazing from skyscraper
With my respection that
Comes along to have pizza
Am I hungry for pizza
Or your words?
The scences of the movies won't come along easy
But tell me the truth that I'm your pretty.

What was it that brought about that day, playing in the road though I didn't have much to say,

Bringing you the teddy bear where i got my first kiss though be on the check, soon you were free and you texts me more and more the heck?

I couldn't believe someone was taking interest me me, interest in this mess a mess all see,

We laughed and chuckled and text every day all day pretty much, until you wanted words from me slender if what I could do to you with my still nervous touch,

Do you remember how much you made me shake, me made me tremble in fear but then kiss me and know you caused such a quake,

With your beautiful eyes and your infectious laugh, it was getting harder and harder to leave us apart,
Till you wanted me living with you no doubt, you had me forever with what felt me horse and my cart,

I know things arent easy, and we've been through alot, I'll sweep it under the table id I had a nother shot,

We could build on our love and make it better you see, knowing now more things to help us forsee, I miss your bites and you picking my spots, I miss you jumping at me and setting off the dogs,

I want you to see we can build again, just give me the chance even if small and slim, watch as I turn all worship to you? What would it take me give up friendships to?

We had so much and so much to give, now I feel I'm over the edge over the edge and blind I just want my baby and my babies to be happy.

When you jumped on me and hurt my groin to know we would have our own, you gave me something and someone could never give, look at her and see me and see us, wouldn't you give,?

How can I lose the one who freed the self doubt and worry then then still took over me, to have one love and see it dim, through words of non wisdom the wrong words for him,

I'll never forgot the phone to the Irish man about the size of the phone, or when you filmed me and the dogs twisted up alone

Walking into the Disney store and seeing you light up, because the world you really love was there around and above, just like did in fpi when I got so anxious then caused to cry just because someone bumped into me looking at my love

Spiderman we'll say and it won't be as fun because no one knows are laugh with meaning they know nothing,, none.
The trips with the girls and seeing them glow, walking into stores they hadn't yet know, ourntripsnlast forever my memory now done.

You took me to see the one show above all and you know just how much in the scences I would see, with you there would never be somewhere i couldn't defy gravity.

Things are dead now my soul came untwind it brings me to tears because I was so unkind, I have all but nothing but the smallest of hope that one day as I wait you'll knock or there'll be a note, but this is just something I dream in my mind.

You had me at hello and I lost it I know

To love what was lost

Take me away to nowhere plains
Where the grass is green and the sky is blue
Take me where there I can rest my brain
Of nothing there I want to find a clue
Take me out of this ciatic place
Where people talk and never seem to listen
Oh please take me out of this cage
Where people by hatred are doing the breathing
What does it mean, my darling, to fight and to have fun
Unless this is only some lies they're all making
By the time you get what you got , you're long gone
And you find out these people we're all just faking
Faking faces , faking words and faking breathing
To hide what is going on inside
Cause it was never happily done , but you have to make it seem teasing
And this is their way of saying sorry instead of saying goodbye
Oh darling, I want to believe you are different
Different from all the messes lately I have seen
But at the end of the day you're also a human being
And there too I am , trapped in this scene
Darling I can feel the soil is falling over my head
But it's no new feeling , there's been long I've been feeling dead
And there are some voices , some voices running through my head
Of whatever to now to me people has said
And this sound seems to catch me up however fast I run
" if you're too funny , then why is nobody laughing to your jokes?
And if you're too happy to catch the sun
Why sadness in your eyes has made a home?
If you're too smart , tell me little kid
Why nobody applause when your name is heard ?
And if you think you were doing good ,
Then why people didn't stand up while you stood ?
And if you think you are the best
Why do you insist on not saying the rest ?
Why do you seem trying so hard to look down to earth?
And if you're really worthy
Then where are the show_scences ?"
So please just leave me alone lying on my bed
With my eyes bleeding and my face turning red
Watch my eyes get closed in sooner time
For the past I have passed , an endless crime
And let me die slowly , in front of your eyes
As the rest of the erosion I've been up
And let me lay my head in your hands , as I say goodbye
I know , for something like this , you've never wait so long