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MicMag Sep 2019
C8H10N4O2  so  softly  calling
Feel  my  energy  level  falling
I­t  faintly  whispers  my name (psss)
But now I'm just stuck stalling     (uh)
I  try but just can't break  free        (so)
"How about some herbal tea?"     (no)
Your  suggestion  is  appalling  (ugh)
But  coffee?  I'm  al­ways  keen
Need that daily hit of caffeine
Reworked previous poem into the shape of my beloved coffee mug
I will take all the chances i can
Chance to hold your hands
Chance to make you smile
Chance to see you look at me
Chance to love you eternally
But that does not end in just a few chances
Cause chances are nothing when youre in love
Why?
Because this chances can come true with the power of falling in love.
Love can make you do things
Things youve never done before
Things youve never felt before
But we're too scared of new, so was i

I was scared and still.
Being scared can make your wishes fall into pieces. So was i.
I was scared.
Scared of loving her. Loving my bestfriend.
I was even scared of calling her "my bestfriend".
I was scared being judged.
Being judged by loving someone who is also like me.
A girl.

So, here I am.
Hearing my broken heart breaking each time
i hear your name,
see your pictures,
its just too painful too feel.
If you ever see this letter i wish you will feel it was me, your friend. letting you know that you caught my heart.
So im begging you.
Please dont play with it.
If you do, im okay as long as you still hold it just please dont let it go.

I came to your life as a friend, a girl best friend. I wanted more but i know my limits so i sacrifice my heart and let it burn to numb the pain.

I miss you, ill see you next school year. As a friend.

Your secretly lover, bestfriend.

Ps. Besh pag mali mali english sorry nag mamadali mag type
Pss. Tamad ako. Tamad. So sorry talaga
Psss. Mag momove on na ko. Hahaha char.
....
Jessica Dec 2018
One of the hardest challenges with writing
is the honesty in it.

Our whole lives we are taught to filter our thoughts,
make them psss through our minds before our mouths.

With writing, the whole point is to allow the words to come out unfiltered and raw.
We must enable them to come from the heart without passing through too much of our minds.
Jessica
Mateuš Conrad Mar 2019
there's a reason why it's
called a middle and ring finger drag
tow
when a cat yawns...
   **** the hair fetish
of the monotheistic religions
of the stone age...

  if the ***** can kit-kat
******* her way out of a
"scenario"...
she can understand
  the middle-ring finger drag
effect
into the shadow construct of:
perpetually "infertile"...

like...
a pregnant woman,
deciding to take-up
abortion
8 months pregnant...
needing a pair of boxing
gloves...

see...
i already knew what was
the responsible attitude
with a *******...
i had to learn
the architecture of
the pyramids
with a "freed" woman...

concern my rotten ****-horror
with an ukranian *******...
and let these freed,
women,
of the western world...
die...
from having to shop for...
themselves as centipedes...
worshipping
the veganism
of buying, leather shoes;

who's dragging who
to what whatever down?
church-going-folk...
the cult?

              eh...
                    *****,
can't make vinyl into shoes...
why a *******?
responsible creatures...
*******, ******,
coinicide...
oddly enough
i wasn't the one who said:
it would give me more pleasure
if i didn't don a ******...
i have *******!
the **** is... psss tshhht...
the ****?!

forget it...
whatever...
what comes next,
or what will come next?
you deserve it.

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