Solitude
I wish I could no longer feel
In the sadness of my heart
I would find no pain
Pain has been my constant companion
My best friend and lover
Pain in my heart you always remain
Pain I have you tattooed on my skin
And in my sad eyes it never stops raining
I do not want to feel the bitter taste of your nectar
And hopefully you would vanish from the emptiness of my dreams
Where there is not even a meager living echo
In my dreams where there is only darkness
you will live as my faithful companion
friend and lover
Hopefully I’ll no longer feel your dry bitter taste
on my lips
I want to forget your opaque kisses my faithful companion
I wish I could drown in the ocean of my sadness
Tell me, why you don’t want to go from this emaciated body?
Where there is not a rainbow
Where all hope is gone
How to make them understand that here they will not find a lord’s prayer
Why don’t you pluck my heart at once
and as a desperate thief steal my memories,
the beautiful jewelry, that you are killing
Tear this heart apart but don’t let me suffer any more
Your voice is like a knife blade that penetrates to the bottom of my heart
And with this solitary life
Finally I give up
My love, hope, and gentleness are gone
Pain, will you give up today?
Soledad
Ojala que pudiera ya no sentir
En la tristeza de mi corazón
Quisiera ya no encontrarte dolor
Dolor que has sido mi fiel compañero
Mi mejor amigo y amante
Dolor siempre estás en mi corazón
Dolor te tengo tatuado en mi piel
Y en mis ojos tristes nunca para de llover
Ya no quiero sentir el sabor amargo de tu miel
Y ojala te esfumaras del vacío de mis sueños
Donde no habita ni siquiera un mísero eco
En mis sueños donde solo hay tinieblas
Vives tú mi fiel compañero
Amigo y amante
Ojala que ya no te sintiera en mis labios
Tu seco sabor a amargura
Fiel compañero como borrar tus besos opacos
Ojala pudiera ahogarte en el océano de mis tristeza
Dime, ¿Por qué no te quieres marchar de este cuerpo enflaquecido?
Donde no hay un arco iris
Donde toda ilusión ha desaparecido
Y como hacerles entender que aquí no encontraran un padre nuestro
¿Por qué de una vez no me arrancas el corazón?
Y como un ladrón desesperado róbate mis memorias
Hermosas joyas que estas matando
Arráncame la vida y el alma pero ya no me dejes sufrir más
Tu voz es como el filo de un cuchillo que penetra hasta el fondo de mi corazón
Y ahora desfavorecida por la vida
Finalmente me doy por vencida
Mi amor, esperanza y sutileza
Han desaparecido
Dolor, ¿ hoy te das por vencido?
Solitude
I wish I could no longer feel
In the sadness of my heart
I would find no pain
Pain has been my constant companion
My best friend and lover
Pain in my hear you always remain
Pain I have you tattooed on my skin
And in my sad eyes it never stops raining
I do not want to feel the bitter taste of your nectar
And hopefully you would vanish from the emptiness of my dreams
Where there is not even a meager living echo
In my dreams where there is only darkness
you will live as my faithful companion
friend and lover
Hopefully I’ll no longer feel your dry bitter taste
on my lips
I want to forget your opaque kisses my faithful companion
I wish I could drown in the ocean of my sadness
Tell me, why you don’t want to go from this emaciated body?
Where there is not a rainbow
Where all hope is gone
How to make them understand that here they will not find a lord’s prayer
Why don’t you pluck my heart at once
and as a desperate thief steal my memories,
the beautiful jewelry, that you are killing
Tear this heart apart but don’t let me suffer any more
Your voice is like a knife blade that penetrates to the bottom of my heart
And with this solitary life
Finally I give up
My love, hope, and gentleness are gone
Pain, will you give up today?