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Robyn May 2013
I miss the look on your face when you saw me
I miss the smell on of the smoke on your skin
I miss the small, silver camera you held in your hand
I missed you the moment you'd taken me in
I miss the long drives past rolling corn feilds
I miss the tissue crumpled in my hand
I miss the trailer sat 10 feet from your porch light
I missed you the moment that I knew I can
I miss the family that I'd never known there
I miss my neices blue eyes, curly hair
I miss when Aunt Nikkie painted my nails green
It started chipping, but I didn't care
I miss the fireflies that I couldn't catch
I miss the movies you forced me to watch
I miss the ashtrays all over the house
I missed the jokes I continue to botch
I miss the grapes that you stuck by my bedside
I miss the feel of my neice on my lap
I miss my cousins attempting to drown me
I even miss Tristan, whom I wanted to slap
I miss the day that they took me out shopping
I miss watching movies with them late at night
I miss winning money on Grampa's 10 slot machines
I miss how hard those mosquitos would bite
I miss the day that you bought me a pizza
I miss the way that smoked everyday
I miss the drive to the airport that morning
I miss your face, as you drove away
I miss you all. Grampa, Grandma, Andrew, Aunt Cindy, Michael, Tristan, Bailey, Aunt Kari, Mailee, Aunt Nikke, Uncle Victor, Bella. Maybe one summer I can come back to Minnesota to see you all again.
Nellie 55 Feb 2020
I know it hurts, that ***** doesn't see your worth. To be honest darling it's not worth the work. Nikkie chelle, this is going to hurt like hell. I'm here for you I handle things well.
Is there anything I can do, I hate what he's doing to you.
I know what it's like to **** **** up, but what he's doing to you ain't love.
I love you and I'm here for you. You were there for me when I couldn't pull through
I hope you know I only live 120 miles away from you.
I'll drive to make sure you're okay, to make sure you're safe. It only takes a full tank. I don't give a **** what that prink thinks, he's playing games. I know what its like I've been the suspect and the victim. Sounds to like he's full of **** and criticism.
Please call me, please talk to me. I don't want you to be lonely.
I've done stupid **** when I was alone.
Low key still do, Nikkie I don't want to lose you
My best friend Nikkie is going through a rough oatch and it's impossible to speak to her so this is the best way I can break it down
Robyn Nov 2015
God is my master.
I love Him more than all in my life.
He is the Master of my mind, my body, my heart.
He is my Shepherd.
He is beautiful.
He is love.
He is perfect.
He loves me more than I can comprehend.

God is telling me to stay.
So I will stay.
I cannot leave my church.
I cannot leave my family.
I cannot leave my city.
This is where I belong.
This is where I belong.
This is where I belong.

I belong. I belong. I belong.

In God I am made pure.
In God I am made clean.
In God I am rinsed of my sin.
In God I am white as snow.

Countless second chances He has given me.
Dear Lord, I need another today.
Today - I ask You for forgiveness.
Make me clean again.

I pray for them.
Ryan Kimmy Chiso Becky Dave Iris Mom Dad Kellie Tim Grandma Tim Debbie Laura Grandpa Betty Cindy Lori Shea Asher John Al Brian Teri Pamm Louie Chris Michael Tristan Bailey Victor Nikkie Mailee Andrew The Zachary's Kylie Michael and Megan Jade Airika Allie Bill Moriah Madison Mike Lani Moriah Tori Lenni Todd Maddie Hilary Holly Bella Jamie JT Bella Abby Sarah Anna Rick Ashtin Aaron Aleasha Christian Brian Gus Abbie Jenn Alec Jean Lois Larry Ryan Jake Bud Erin Tyler Jasmine Launts Wendy Michael Bella Sam Tony Ryan Ian Deric Jen Sam Erin Hanna Jamie Chad Mia Laura Tony Alena Tyrus Jack Luke Jenny Greg Reagan Kennedy Wilson Konni Wayne Brian Cammy Trina Mike Kameron Kasey Nikki Lexi Jelly Harley Izzie Rosie DJ Lillian Adrian Avery Asher Tyler Heidi Dan Sarah Ryan Griffin Daniel Jessica Pax Cory Abel Chandra Dave Julia Bethany Chris Orion Lindsay Twila Tracy Brandon Nate Braeden Amanda Jonah Luke Crosby Charlie Mark Debbie Ian Joy Susan Catherine Jeff Jill Andy Anna Joel Jacquie Tracy Shelby Brenden Grace Bruna Brendan Jadan Ariel Rick Johnna Laila Becca Joren Skylar David Lovins Gettys Nanny Papa My Cousins Grace Wanda Lamont Michael Amy Stephanie Tyler Tim Jeff Anthony Mikayla Emily Emily Sabrina Thomas Caleb Rene Sabra Autumn Cort Riley Cole Kaylee Amber Eryn Christina Trinity Bethany Kati Ben Jacob Megan Megan

and so so many more

May God bless you and keep you
Amen
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
I understand why you did it
I understand the struggle you went through
But it doesnt make it hurt any less.

I was only little
A little girl
crying out for her Mommy.

But she was never there.

Yes I had daddy
and I had my step mom.
But they weren't you!

Daddy Always telling me
To grow up
Even when I was only 7!

Step mom always doting
On my brother, her son.
Always telling me
How I was nothing but A stress in her life.

I understand now
Why you werent there.
I wont go into it.

But tell that to 5 year old Nikkie,
10 year old me!
The little girl who missed her mama
Screaming out for her attention.

I know why you werent there

But it doesnt make the Pain
from all those years without you
Just go away.

And whats worse...
You dont even feel bad.
Spith Azikari May 2014
The way she loves me is like no one else.
She loves me unconditionally and I cant see why.
She claims I am perfect and I am her everything.
If only she knew the truth.

An ex mercenary
street fighter
Alcoholic.

A man with a past he wish he could forget.
Paranoid
Afraid
and resorts to violence quickly.
Surely no match for this angel.

But she doesn't seem to mind or care.
Her love belongs to him.
Without this love to pick him up,
he would most certainly be dead.

But this love is special,
a most unique kind.
He always loved her,
and she always loved him,

and the love blossomed
like a rose
not a rose
for a rose dies,

But rather a wine
if you would have it.
The longer it grows
the longer the time,
the finer it gets
and the more valuable it becomes

I love you Nikkie
Marry me?
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
Where is my best friend through the ages?
Where did he go?
You promised me
YOU PROMISED
I wouldnt lose my friend


But here I am
almost two months later
Left standing alone
Searching for you

Don't tell me
"It goes both ways"
Because I've tried talking to you
On here ON facebook
but guess what
YOU'RE NEVER THERE!!!

I'm terrified to text you
afriad you will push me away
or worse Ignore me.

Naten?
Where did you go?
Where are you?
Naten
Come back
Please
I
Beg
You

*From,
your BFTTA
Nikkie
Nellie 55 Feb 2020
Dear Nikkie
I won't let you lose yourself
I'll make sure you're safe and in good health
I know you will be happy again
Won't let anything bad happen
It's going to be difficult between you and the insecurities
Try not to intervene
I know easier said then done
Promise you'll someday find the right one
You've got the smile
You've got the looks
It's awful that nobody can see you
Especially after the **** they've put you through
A beautiful soul
I'm not going to leave you alone
I've got your back cupcake
NelBel isn't going to let you break
I am not going to swear
Yes, your smile is a poem
I am saying: je t'aime
I love you with ardor
With all my strength and force
Yes, I'm all right and not lost
Your smile is absolutely beautiful
And you are unbelievably wonderful
When I see you, I am energized
I am extremely happy to rise
To the great occasion and to be inspired
By your style and your proper attire
Nikkie, I don't like to prevaricate or to swear
Your smile is a gorgeous poem
That I wrote and edited
Your smile is a precious poem
That I loved and recited
Yes, Chérie je t'aime
I can no longer carry or bear
These powerful inner feelings
I discretely brought you a few rings
I hope one day that I will be able to relinquish them
To you, without seeing my love wrecking the dam
The barrier, the boundary, the door, anything on the way
Yes, where there is a will, there exists a pathway
Darling, your smile is an amazing poem
And I am relieved to say: je t'aime
I love you dearly, ich liebe dich, ti amo, te quiero
Yes, I'm inspired; I can feel the sacchariferous arrow.

Copyright © May 2021, Hébert Logerie, All rights reserved.
Hébert Logerie is the author of several collections of poetry.
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2022
Do I want acclaim?
Sometimes yes. Sometimes no.

Do I want her?
Yes and Reno snow

Carolina Inn
Istanbul at night

Seattle ferry boats
Coleridge deep delights

Dublin dancing pubs
Oxford blue twilight

Purple Rain in Spain
Darling Nikkie flights

         Vienna Zeits

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