"nikkie" poems
I miss the look on your face when you saw me
I miss the smell on of the smoke on your skin
I miss the small, silver camera you held in your hand
I missed you the moment you'd taken me in
I miss the long drives past rolling corn feilds
I miss the tissue crumpled in my hand
I miss the trailer sat 10 feet from your porch light
I missed you the moment that I knew I can
I miss the family that I'd never known there
I miss my neices blue eyes, curly hair
I miss when Aunt Nikkie painted my nails green
It started chipping, but I didn't care
I miss the fireflies that I couldn't catch
I miss the movies you forced me to watch
I miss the ashtrays all over the house
I missed the jokes I continue to botch
I miss the grapes that you stuck by my bedside
I miss the feel of my neice on my lap
I miss my cousins attempting to drown me
I even miss Tristan, whom I wanted to slap
I miss the day that they took me out shopping
I miss watching movies with them late at night
I miss winning money on Grampa's 10 slot machines
I miss how hard those mosquitos would bite
I miss the day that you bought me a pizza
I miss the way that smoked everyday
I miss the drive to the airport that morning
I miss your face, as you drove away
May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 12:31 AM UTC
I understand why you did it
I understand the struggle you went through
But it doesnt make it hurt any less.
I was only little
A little girl
crying out for her Mommy.
But she was never there.
Yes I had daddy
and I had my step mom.
But they weren't you!
Daddy Always telling me
To grow up
Even when I was only 7!
Step mom always doting
On my brother, her son.
Always telling me
How I was nothing but A stress in her life.
I understand now
Why you werent there.
I wont go into it.
But tell that to 5 year old Nikkie,
10 year old me!
The little girl who missed her mama
Screaming out for her attention.
I know why you werent there
But it doesnt make the Pain
from all those years without you
Just go away.
And whats worse...
You dont even feel bad.
Aug 12, 2014
Aug 12, 2014 at 12:18 PM UTC
The way she loves me is like no one else.
She loves me unconditionally and I cant see why.
She claims I am perfect and I am her everything.
If only she knew the truth.
An ex mercenary
street fighter
Alcoholic.
A man with a past he wish he could forget.
Paranoid
Afraid
and resorts to violence quickly.
Surely no match for this angel.
But she doesn't seem to mind or care.
Her love belongs to him.
Without this love to pick him up,
he would most certainly be dead.
But this love is special,
a most unique kind.
He always loved her,
and she always loved him,
and the love blossomed
like a rose
not a rose
for a rose dies,
But rather a wine
if you would have it.
The longer it grows
the longer the time,
the finer it gets
and the more valuable it becomes
I love you Nikkie
Marry me?
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 12:11 PM UTC
I am not going to swear
Yes, your smile is a poem
I am saying: je t'aime
I love you with ardor
With all my strength and force
Yes, I'm all right and not lost
Your smile is absolutely beautiful
And you are unbelievably wonderful
When I see you, I am energized
I am extremely happy to rise
To the great occasion and to be inspired
By your style and your proper attire
Nikkie, I don't like to prevaricate or to swear
Your smile is a gorgeous poem
That I wrote and edited
Your smile is a precious poem
That I loved and recited
Yes, Chérie je t'aime
I can no longer carry or bear
These powerful inner feelings
I discretely brought you a few rings
I hope one day that I will be able to relinquish them
To you, without seeing my love wrecking the dam
The barrier, the boundary, the door, anything on the way
Yes, where there is a will, there exists a pathway
Darling, your smile is an amazing poem
And I am relieved to say: je t'aime
I love you dearly, ich liebe dich, ti amo, te quiero
Yes, I'm inspired; I can feel the sacchariferous arrow.
Copyright © May 2021, Hébert Logerie, All rights reserved.
Hébert Logerie is the author of several collections of poetry.
Nov 3, 2024
Nov 3, 2024 at 12:08 PM UTC
Where is my best friend through the ages?
Where did he go?
You promised me
YOU PROMISED
I wouldnt lose my friend
But here I am
almost two months later
Left standing alone
Searching for you
Don't tell me
"It goes both ways"
Because I've tried talking to you
On here ON facebook
but guess what
YOU'RE NEVER THERE!!!
I'm terrified to text you
afriad you will push me away
or worse Ignore me.
Naten?
Where did you go?
Where are you?
Naten
Come back
Please
I
Beg
You
*From,
your BFTTA
Nikkie*
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 9:09 AM UTC