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julian Mar 2010
I used to run-Never for fun--I would more often be running away from something than to it. I think it started in childhood. Never staying in one place long enough to have to fight every kid in the school.-I liked and i hated it. More often i had no control over it. On reflection it was for the better, my nose bleed too much for a kid my age. -In the second phase of my running career I began running out. Never telling the bosses to go play in heavy tracffic or do your **** self. I had morales and above all practised good manners. Instead i would tell the bosses that i was taking out the trash and make my freedom dash. -Oh, beleive me I flet free. The funny part was when the bosses would call my parents. Just as countless pricipals would do when i skipped classes. My parents would luagh and call them an ***. -Then i began running away. I only did it once...well that's a lie. I ran away from my highschool guidence office, far too drunk to face my parents scorn. "Yeah i drank it all. i replaced it with water, much healthier." -The last time I ran away I thought I was going to find myself. I had lost a part of myself to drugs and alcohol. I thought for sure i would find myself on the other side of the country on a small island on the Pacific Ocean. I went to rehab and could not find the person i went looking for. I thought briefly i had found myself, but when I looked in the mirror i could not even recognize my own face. I blamed my mustache. -I realized that running away to find myself i ran away from my family and my friends. Alas the old dies so the new can be born. -In my opinion if one is to run away it's for good. Never to return to such and such a place again, unless of course you have to do your taxes.
Sydney Queen Sep 2015
You've got me burning away from the inside.
I meet you on the back porch,
windblown and beautiful,
with shaking hands and a racing heart.
It begins,
as anything worthwhile does,
with the chime of your luagh.
You stand lost for both breath and words,
and if I hadnt loved you before,
I certainly do now.
You love me glacier slow and golden,
though I am anthing but.
Truthfully,
you've never been good at staying where it was safe.
There is nothing contained about this.
Nothing tame.
Nothing careful.
Some people are born with soulmates,
and some people make them,
like a whetstone honing a blade.
Besides,
who wouldn't fan this flame?
I deserve to be loved how I want to be loved,
and I want broken.
I want fire-starved.
I want unkowable.

I want it here,
where dark things make a legend of themselves.
well.
Blue Flask Jun 2015
I always wonder wether or not i'll be remembered for my funny one liners or my ****** *** attempts at everything else.
Every laugh just gives me another reason to go again
Every akward pause
where people arent quite sure if they are supposed to luagh
oh god why am i doing this to me
slow down
slow down
there will be time to think later
kevin kilby Nov 2015
my true loves waiting for me somewhere and I'm waiting for the time I meet her and we can laugh together as were dancing in the rain I know I will meet her soon and hug hear underneath the starlight and kiss unederneath the moon my true loves waiting for me somewhere and I'm waiting for the time I meet her and we can laugh together dancing in the rain we will last forever through the hard times and the pain hand and hand we will be there for each other and never leave the memeries behind we will carry them till the end of time and I know my true loves is waiting for me some where and Im waiting for the time I meet her and we can luagh together as were dancing in the rain and when we have are deathly depart we'll always have each other in are hearts
Crystal Oct 2017
I hate you holy **** I hate you so much.
You ..... came to me
You kissed me you said i love you first and ***.... You LIED YOU ******* TOOL.
YOU DID THIS . You started it with NO intention of staying .
YOU ASKED IF I WOULD be ready to be with you.  and I said yes but I was scared
I was ******* terrified! You knew .... and you took advantage ... just like I knew you would
I gave you the benefit of the doubt... I gave you time, love ,and attention.
I cared about you more than you cared about yourself.I gave you all of me and I got NOTHING in return but lies ... I just wanted your honesty ... all the time even if it would " hurt" ... so what it would hurt? YOU don't think this doesnt hurt !?! YOU ALWAYS HAD ME AS #2 ... ALWAYS AND I LET YOU! I let you in. I let you use me and the sad part is that I have been used ... so many times before... never like this... I was a toy to you . I made you feel better about your sad little life .... I was there and you knew I wasn't going anywhere and you took advantage of that ... and you didn't even seem to feel sorry... you seemed so okay with hurting me. Like you liked seeing me cry over you. YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN HONEST WHAT THE ****. I HATE HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT. I HATE THE TRIPS I MADE TO YOUR HOUSE . I HATE THE HUGS AND KISSES I LET YOU GET I HATE THE LETTERS I GAVE TO YOU. I HATE THE LONG MESSAGES I SENT TO YOU WHILE YOU WERE AT WORK AND I STAYED UP TO TALK TO YOU!
I hate that I let you in . I hate you so much . I hate how much time I spent on someone like you. I HATE THAT WHEN YOU SHOWED ME HOW BAD AND HORRIBLE YOU ARE I STILL STAYED. I STILL LOVED YOU THE WAY YOU WERE I UNDERSTOOD YOU I was ALL in .... and you... were never in.... you never cared ... you never loved me . You loved the feeling . You loved using me... even if u didn't mean it ... u did it ... and it hurts so ******* bad I hate you! I hate everything about you!!! I HATE YOU MORE THAN YOU HATE YOURSELF. You said YOU WOULDN'T YOU SAID YOU ******* WOULDN'T AND YOU ******* DID. you lied ALLL the time. Non of it was real for you .... you dragged me along till she came back to you and She DOESN'T EVEN LOVE YOU IS THE SADDEST PART YOU ARE GREAT .. OR AT LEAST I KNOW YOU WOULD BE ******* WONDERFUL. BUT SHE DOESN'T SEE THAT. AND THE SAME WAY YOU WANT HER ... IS HOW I WANT YOU AND I HOPE SHE ******* destroys you. I hope you miss me. I hope you regret not being a man about ****. I hope 10 years from now the thought of me makes you ******* cry while I luagh .
I hate you. I hate what you have done to me. I hate all the negitve energy u brought towards me ...
You are a ****. You deserve her . The two of you lie and cheat and you are THE PERFECT PAIR. and I hope you grow and learn to love yourself because  holly ******* make it hard for someone to love you ... you dont even know yourself... thats so sad. I almost feel bad for you.
I was great ... I am great and you.... are awful. And I ******* hate that you were in my life . And im glad you're ******* gone. Beacuse you do NOT DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE ME.
I CAN'T HELP BUT KEEP SAYING THAT I ******* HATE YOU SO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART. YOU AINT **** AND YOU MAY NEVER BE.
******* . **** the 6 months you wasted . **** the letters . **** the phone calls . The promises . **** the visits .. ******* meeting max. **** the hugs the kisses **** talking to you 24/7 . **** the I love and I miss yous. **** the sc streak. Just ******* for coming into my life only to **** me up even more than I already was. ******* .... **** her ... **** meeting you . **** getting to know you.
Honestly I hope I never see your face again beacuse I ******* hate you and you hate yourself. TRUST ME PRETTY BOY I HATE YOU A LOT MORE I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON LOVE I HOPE YOU DROWN IN HER LIES I HOPE YOU ******* MISS ME . I HATE YOU INSIDE AND OUT!!!!
I wish i didn't have this much hate in my heart
Marz Nov 2017
Something is burning i can see the smoke it's black like the void in me that used to be happiness but know sadness resides in that void
something is burning i can smell it it smells like a purifying body left to decay left fore nature to consume left to rot away
something is burning i can feel it does not feel hot but rather it feels cold.cold like the warmth joy once gave me when i saw my friend's.cold like death the death within you the type you feel when you smile when talking to someone but you realize it's a mask
something is burning it taste like bitter sorrow it fills my mouth as luagh not out of joy but out of the psychotic realization that i'm alone
something is burning know and i know what it is
kevin kilby Dec 2019
Before the sun rise I grab my rope hoping for perfect timing and rythem of the breeze feeling every turn of the loop as if I was Flying above the trees as the mist rises above the near by Pond I use my rope as if it was part of a mystical dance as I luagh in dangers face as many others do to chase a dream hoping that it will come true in the twilight hours the midnight sky that is dark blue  with the echoes of the past saying rope the wind rope the wind my friend don't hold anything back let all emotions loose let your untamed spirit free and be as good as you know you can be forget adversary forget your hate only to love and to regain your strength grab the bull by the horns hard failings as you hit the ground rope your way out like a swirling tornado jump through the flames if they stand in your way and wether You succeed or fail rope to live another day again and rope the wind my friend

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