"grammas" poems
relaxing? relaxing would be a sin against myself. see God spun and wove golden bits of wisdom in these curls that are mine. see these curls spring loud with
songs of my Nubian
mothers and war cries of my Rasta fathers. see these curls bounce proud to the rhythm of tribal drums and the foot prints of my sisters from Manila reside
there as they roll
lumpia between the coils and springs. see these curls have moved sandstone bricks cross deserts, building divine architecture so perfectly aligned
with cosmos and
planets until Moses told Pharaoh to Let My People Go. these curls have traveled cross oceans and triangles packed like sardines squalid below the decks
of ships. see these
curls have been ***** by the nasty ***** in the big house and suffered sun strokes in cotton fields. see these curls sing loud and strong. See these curls
were branded and forced
at gunpoint behind ******** barbed wire fences gassed to death in the name of so called purification. see these curls bleed the pain of fire hoses and dog
bites and whites
only signs. see these curls wont back down gainst no burnin crosses gainst no swastikas gainst no elephant ******** talkin all that jazz on fox and cnn. see
these curls dance
wildly off beat to straight rhythms that drone on in 4/4 time c major sixty bpm. see these curls are Mas and my Grammas. see my curls are too proud to sit
back and chill and won’t take no **** or heat or hot air. see these curls cannot be contained in braids or scarves or jars of creamy crack. see
these curls dare you
to force them to
coerce them to
straighten up
their act. my curls.
my curls. my curls.
my curls. my curls.
my curls. my curls.
my curls. my curls.
my curls will not
******* relax.
Nov 30, 2012
Nov 30, 2012 at 12:03 PM UTC
Love, love, love
It runs so deep like the roots of a tree
Connecting together
A flower attracting a bee
Love, love, love
Runs so deep
Heals you and cleans you
The way alcohol does a wounded knee
Love, love, love
You will see
When my gramma looks at me
Love, love, love
smells so good
My grammas baked goods
My grammas pillow case
My grammas hair
And her whole face
Love, love, love
It's everywhere
From the smile formed with her lips
And the softness of her strong gramma hips
To the apron that she wears
And the so tantalizingly familier scent my mother shares
Because
Love, love, love
Paves the way
It will never lead you astray
Love, love, love
It runs so deep like the roots of a tree
It is embedded in you the way it's embedded in me
Love, love, love
Has us entangled
From the inside of beating hearts
To the dirt under the earth.
May 27, 2016
May 27, 2016 at 9:14 AM UTC
Sitting in our rental car, driving to the local lake to
Blow up fireworks.
Dad’s driving, sister and mom in the back.
Good vibes been all around, but
The Vapor's rising
Such pride had been growin in my heart
Wellin up like it hadn’t ever done
Amazing how simply taking something toxic away
Can make you appreciate the simple things so much more
A couple nights before, I saw him start slippin
No evidence needed, no smell and no sight
I can see it in his eyes, darting back and forth
Beedy, wide open eyes
He needed it
Gotta let your happiness swell up real big
For the pain to rush so hard
I thought this time was different
I had given up a couple times before
Didn’t ever want to feel this way again
To feel shame for that which I come from
I look at my hands
My face
My walk
My smile
My ****** hair
All of my **** hair
And I see him
We wave our hands like the worlds about to blow
And we need to tell the story right
Before it does
Sitting here at my grammas dining room table
The fireworks have long since blown
Getting ready to take the trip back home
From Texas to Cali
I can’t look at him
It hurts
Deep down in my belly
To hear him talk
and smile
I don’t even need to look
To know
The smile is false
And his eyes are beady
But back to the rental car
When I let it smack me in the belly
I had seen it coming
I knew it was rising
But it took the turn of his head
And that smell, and that smile
For me to let it in
The vapor rises out of that toxic pit he calls his belly
(been cultivating it for years he says)
They rise to dance as
twisted lies
from those large lips
That reddened face
I’ll be back at school soon
Leaving San Diego behind
I have to leave it rising
To choke and overwhelm my family
Feeling hopeless
And the vapor keeps rising
Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 3:10 PM UTC