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Nefelibata Nov 2013
There's a girl that I will never stop loving
She's my past and my future
I  believe that she's an unrealistic dream
I believe that she's my destiny
I earsed all the pages in my book to have clear white ones for her only
An ink won't describe
a soul won't breath
a clock won't tick
when her eyes meet mine
I die I die and I die
when I continuesly kiss the warmth of her lips
I swear that this is beyond description
poor words and letters when it comes to describe  her
She's my endless desire and obsession
Isabella Apr 2010
I lie down under the shade of the tree.
There's only one tree on top of the hill.
I'm not exactly under the tree.
I'm on the side of the hill and the shawdow of the tree streches out towards me.
It's perfect with shade and warm sunlight that feels like a blanket
which seeps through the cracks of the leaves and the nice brezze.
I lay there thinking of nothing at all,
my worries were earsed from my mind.
What did I have to worry about? Worries were the reason I was here.
Slowly and slowly the atmosphere starts to take me into slumber.....

My eyes open a crack,
they start lieing to me  because  I see someone standing over me.
The sunlight is glimming on the person.
For I am still partly in the shade.
We glare at eachother hard not sure what to think.
then at random A weird warm feeling started to grow inside,
we both ease our gazes and I feel at peace again.
I've never felt this feeling before but it was the greatest....
Where's the strength we once replied on?
Sun setting on this world , sun setting upon this day, sun setting...
upon us...
Holding you up like a crutch, maybe I'm what keeps you up
Hoping all night I'm the one you relie on
Falling asleep, these dream simulate
My life that no longer takes places
Is this what I've become?
I cant let it go.....
Cant you see? How you mean the world to me?
With everything comes a price
Another chance to roll these dice
For the world around us never stops its motions....
With each day I'm torn between what is to be and what could not
To be free is the true thought
Slowly slipping away, you never kept the demons at bay
Even tho I was your light in the dark
Why lose sleep, why complain?
There's always ways that things can change, but the fact is faith is not with us
But again everything comes with a price

What price could be placed and even so it should be earsed
For there is no price on this love.
The Duckling Jul 2016
Your children had a suspicious,
Months ago one day,
You began to eat less and and do nothing but lay,
You withdrew yourself from them,
They no longer cared,
The youngest off all,
Began to despise as everyone tried to repair,
Repair you but you are too far gone,
Abused nose and mind, lose and withdrawn.
My line, not dusted away but drawn around,
Has no end for you to cross,
My Love for you is forever loss,
Daddy, I am sorry but I can no longer,
No longer deal with this dishonesty,
My heart is broken
My family is earsed,
Because you can't keep the straw from your face,
I can no longer view you with love,
The nights you are upstairs I know are over,
And they comince I know they are fake,
I can no longer care,
For you aren't here,
I have no father.
Lori Mack Sep 2018
Still...

To be still with myself.
This i avoid.
It's uncomfortable just yet,
To be still with myself.

Too many thoughts in my head,
For me to untwist and untangle.
Too many memories.
I dont want to live over again.
Too many heartaches unfed.
Too many failures and mistakes,
That can never be earsed.

These i can not unbreak,
And i do not face.
Why be still and reflect on these pains?
It doesnt make them change.

Still is just not me.
That i can not be.
Busy I'll continue to be
Until there is nothing left
But still...
Then i will be still.

Lori L. Mack
10/28/2015
I am now able to be still.
I misplaced
the years conjugates
in the place
your tears full of Lost sorrowful fate
which eradicates.
blood feels my hemisphere
when the eyes are shown through hate
wishing I could just disappear
so let me demonstrate
my decision to dissipate
when I awake
materialate
what you imitate
life's just a nightmare
because loves often fake
could you relate
whats the purpose
It's worthless
like an empty dinner plate
lifes end comes again
this time at a faster rate
your heart drives the interstate
truth to Faith
When your trying to get righ
so leave what you can take
entertain the death
that populates from brain to shame
it's all the same
and I might just make
what you can't break
from state to state
to pollinate
all the disease that I create
make no mistakes
I'm here to discriminate
terminate all the dead souls
crows at your toes
picking your flesh and Bones
sky blood red
water blood red
grounds blood red
everyone's full of dread
anticipate
to anneliate politician trate .
I'm on a mission
to become the combustion
from a piston.
To make you listen.
explain my decision
to **** like its a competition.
collision
monarch driven.
to be in the highest possession
historically written.
and did I mentioned.
I dont give a **** about any pension.
You put a price on  my time
when its never replaced
and all the tension
when its your life
I waste
determination
to be earsed
from this dimension
Yeah this dimension

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