I remembered when you meant nothing to me
in fact, you didn't even exist in my diminutive life
you were just another face
another being who walked through
the same halls as i did

January;
the month when we officially met
you said "hi"
but i just smiled
and you walked away

March;
we now know how we felt
for each other
smiles were
when we see each other
remember Valentine's Day?
you stared at me for the longest time
and said "hi"
even though that was nothing
you managed to make me smile
for the whole day

June;
communications stopped
it's as if i meant nothing
to you
tell me, where have i gone wrong?
you left me confused
and depressed
come back, I've missed you

July;
school terms have started
but my feelings for you
hasn't faded
those beautiful brown eyes
that i once always eagered
to see
are the same ones that i try
to avoid
sometimes it's hard to believe that
you're gone
i didn't even had a chance to
say goodbye
but
even if i had one
i would never say
goodbye

"grief is the price we pay for love"
(a.s)