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this cautious man (bobby jean) born in the u.s.a.
grownin’ up in the badlands of atlantic city
bonded with blood brothers
felt born to run along backstreets
in brilliant disguise that did cover me
frequently blinded by the light
of the full moon

casting silhouettes against darkness on the edge of town
which lunar shafts pierced candy’s room
while immersed in book of dreams
describing better days on a Cadillac ranch

where devils & dust - visible dancing in the dark
celebrating like calendar showered 4th of july
or other glory days in darlington county
even though I ain’t got you.

livin’ in the future
mine hungry heart hankered and felt like I’m on fire
for you, this fire in me craved human touch
desire - roaring into the ole factory fire because I wanna marry you
because the night populated with girls in their summer clothes

each dazzling like 57 channels (and nothin’ on)
in imagination of my american skin
descended from when adam raised a cain
before last to die forecasting kingdom of days
now dwelling in celestial mansion on the hill.

now rightfully claim status of I’m a rocker/
local hero and I’m goin’ down
meeting across the river
if I should fall behind
on the downbound train as living proof
within light of day magic jungleland

policed by highway patrolman i.e. johnny 99
alias johnny bye bye – held up without a gun
defending this lucky town established on Matamoras banks
from an incident on 57th street

thus celebrated as local hero every independence day
when with ****** incorporated firing point blank out in the street
that staccato new york city serenade from no surrender outlaw pete
originally from nebraska.

it’s hard to be a saint in the city open all night
within my hometown
once my father’s house, now my city of ruins
where tis moot to ask does this bus stop at 82nd street?

one step up
into the pink Cadillac
hops the ramrod queen of the supermarket
teasing audio dials sans radio nowhere
a red headed woman

racing in the street toward secret garden
to save my love – with thee angel rosalita (come out tonight)
offering reason to believe roll of the dice real world
and to prove it all night

from spare parts – shards of roulette wheel
housing souls of the departed
please save my love and stolen car
for sherry darling – that spirit in the night

she’s the one among souls of the departed
no longer stopped by state trooper
precinct based along streets of philadelphia
some crackling like streets of fire
straight time mandate for those armed to the teeth
along tenth avenue freeze-out.

requiem per terry’s song – what love can do
accompanied by e street shuffle
performed in somber tones
rumbling down thunder road
for souls of used cars
two hearts crushed

along this hard land
for: the ghost of tom joad
the last carnival homage to wild billy’s circus story
the price you pay when you’re alone
working on a dream
now wreck on the highway.

we take care of our own from youngstown
when heading of to the promised land
the rising distant mystical eden
where you can look (but you’d better not touch)
espying the river of salvation

joining eternally the ties that bind
a tunnel of love
or like the wrestler
pinning opponent tougher than the rest
like laborers working on the highway
chiseled like this hard land!
Qualyxian Quest Sep 2020
In America
But not of America
I take the Downbound Train

Never been to Heaven
Not yet been to Spain

But I saw Helsinki Harbor
And Hong Kong in the rain

Got many a jailbreak plan
Runnin' round my brain

Emily told it slant
I'll tell it plain

America under Trump
Is a nation gone insane.
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2019
Tonight I take the Downbound Train
Plato’s Phaedo as it rains
Is my Quixotic Quest in vain?
Is it I, or has my country gone insane?
Regardless I relentlessly remain ...
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2022
My nonreligious friends
Don't understand theological thinking
They associate religion with ignorance
Consign it to the past

I read Moby ****
Think about exoplanets
Experience coincidence
Wish to Overthrow

It's best not to hunt the Whale
Wait to see her spout
What is she about?
Golden doubloon nailed to the mast

My wife had a friend from Lima
I read a little Borges
The Old Patagonia Express
Si, yo espero

                 Santa Rosa
this cautious man (bobby jean) born in the u.s.a.

grownin’ up in the badlands of atlantic city

bonded with blood brothers

felt born to run along backstreets

in brilliant disguise that did cover me

frequently blinded by the light

of the full moon



casting silhouettes against darkness on the edge of town

which lunar shafts pierced candy’s room

while immersed in book of dreams

describing better days on a Cadillac ranch


where devils & dust - visible dancing in the dark

celebrating like calendar showered 4th of july

or other glory days in darlington county

even though I ain’t got you.



livin’ in the future

mine hungry heart hankered and felt like I’m on fire

for you, this fire in me craved human touch

desire - roaring into the ole factory fire

because I wanna marry you

because the night populated



with girls in their summer clothes

each dazzling like 57 channels (and nothin’ on)

in imagination of my american skin

descended from when adam raised a cain

before last to die forecasting kingdom of days

now dwelling in celestial mansion on the hill.



now rightfully claim status of I’m a rocker/

local hero and I’m goin’ down

meeting across the river

if I should fall behind



on the downbound train as living proof

within light of day magic jungleland

policed by highway patrolman i.e. johnny 99

alias johnny bye bye – held up without a gun

defending this lucky town



established on Matamoras banks

from an incident on 57th street

thus celebrated as local hero every independence day

when with ****** incorporated



firing point blank out in the street

that staccato new york city serenade

from no surrender outlaw pete

originally from nebraska.



it’s hard to be a saint in the city open all night

within my hometown

once my father’s house, now my city of ruins

where tis moot to ask does this bus stop at 82nd street?



one step up

into the pink Cadillac

hops the ramrod queen of the supermarket

teasing audio dials sans radio nowhere

a red headed woman



racing in the street toward secret garden

to save my love – with thee

angel rosalita (come out tonight)

offering reason to believe

roll of the dice real world



and to prove it all night

from spare parts – shards of roulette wheel

housing souls of the departed

please save my love and stolen car

for sherry darling – that spirit in the night



she’s the one among souls of the departed

no longer stopped by state trooper

precinct based along streets of philadelphia

some crackling like streets of fire

straight time mandate for those armed to the teeth

along tenth avenue freeze-out.



requiem per terry’s song – what love can do

accompanied by e street shuffle

performed in somber tones

rumbling down thunder road

for souls of used cars



two hearts crushed

along this hard land

for: the ghost of tom joad

the last carnival homage


to wild billy’s circus story

the price you pay when you’re alone

working on a dream

now wreck on the highway.



we take care of our own from youngstown

when heading of to the promised land

the rising distant mystical eden

where you can look (but you’d better not touch)

espying the river of salvation



joining eternally the ties that bind

a tunnel of love

or like the wrestler

pinning opponent tougher than the rest

like laborers working on the highway

chiseled like this hard land!
I'm gonna read Knife
Book by Salman Rushdie
His is an interesting life
Alas and alack for him

Such a pretty church
England, lovely England
Mr. C.S. Lewis
In Florida long ago

America is corrupt
I have corruption too
Pondicherry Zoo
No real hope for me

Episcopaliens!
Walk in Purple Rain
Downbound, Downbound Train
I drift, I drift toward death

                quiet breath
Qualyxian Quest Nov 2022
From one perspective mysticism
From another mental illness
Listen to the doctors?
Listen to the priests?

If I am a shaman
Born too late
I sing for the forgotten
Vegetarian my feast

I just cannot find Her
She slips away at night
Her dress is black and white
My tears fall like Purple Rain

Santa Rosa knows ya
So does Toledo, Ohio
Boston to Buenos Aires
I take the Downbound Train

     Downbound Tray aya ayain!
Qualyxian Quest Oct 2020
Chinese hermits
Men ask the Way

Remote and distant
Nee hau, Xie Xie

I took the train
South in Taiwan

Fo Guang Shan
From Yangmingshan

I meditate
With basketball

I disappear
That is all

A mustard seed
By the Trumpfuck Wall
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2021
ye shall know the truth
I'm afraid it is quite frightening

then walk the beach alone
in thunderstorms and lightning

snow falls on cedars
sleet the icy pane

don't follow demagogic leaders
ride the downbound train

 Downbound Traaaay eeeyaa eyaain!
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2020
Boston to Buenos Aires
        Blind Borges
       Paul Theroux

               Y tu?
2 years of Latin
But I wasn't very good
Rome on my honeymoon
Cosmic neighborhood

Vienna in the snow
Bangkok in the rain
Movies, music, books
I ride the Downbound Train

        Downbound Tray aya ayain!
Bruce Frederick Joseph Springsteen
born at Monmouth Medical Center
in Long Branch, New Jersey,
on September 23, 1949.

His nationalities include hodgepodge
of Dutch, Irish, and Italian descent.

He grew up Catholic in Freehold, New Jersey.

I dedicate the following poem
to aforementioned musician,
whose figurative guitar finger
kept on the throbbing pulse
resoundingly reverberating
across American heartland.

this cautious man (bobby jean) born in the u.s.a.
grownin’ up in the badlands of atlantic city
bonded with blood brothers
felt born to run along backstreets
in brilliant disguise that did cover me
frequently blinded by the light
of the full moon
casting silhouettes against darkness
on the edge of town
which lunar shafts pierced candy’s room,
while immersed in book of dreams
describing better days on a Cadillac ranch
where devils & dust - visible dancing in the dark
celebrating like calendar showered 4th of july
or other glory days in darlington county
even though I ain’t got you.

livin’ in the future
mine hungry heart hankered
and felt like I’m on fire
for you, this fire in me craved human touch
desire - roaring into the ole factory fire
because I wanna marry you
because the night populated
with girls in their summer clothes
each dazzling like 57 channels (and nothin’ on)
in imagination of my american skin
descended from when adam raised a cain
before last to die forecasting kingdom of days
now dwelling in celestial mansion on the hill.

now rightfully claim status of I’m a rocker/
local hero and I’m goin’ down
meeting across the river
if I should fall behind
on the downbound train as living proof
within light of day magic jungleland
policed by highway patrolman i.e. johnny 99
alias johnny bye bye – held up without a gun
defending this lucky town
established on Matamoras banks
from an incident on 57th street
thus celebrated
as local hero every independence day
when, with ****** incorporated
firing point blank out in the street
that staccato new york city serenade
from no surrender outlaw pete
originally from nebraska.

it’s hard to be a saint in the city open all night
within my hometown
once my father’s house, now my city of ruins
where tis moot to ask
does this bus stop at 82nd street?

one step up
into the pink Cadillac
hops the ramrod queen of the supermarket
teasing audio dials sans radio nowhere
a red headed woman
racing in the street toward secret garden
to save my love –
with thee angel rosalita (come out tonight)
offering reason

to believe roll of the dice real world
and to prove it all night
from spare parts – shards of roulette wheel
housing souls of the departed
please save my love and stolen car
for sherry darling – that spirit in the night
she’s the one among souls of the departed
no longer stopped by state trooper
precinct based along streets of philadelphia
some crackling like streets of fire
straight time mandate
for those armed to the teeth
along tenth avenue freeze-out.

requiem per terry’s song – what love can do
accompanied by e street shuffle
performed in somber tones
rumbling down thunder road
for souls of used cars
two hearts crushed
along this hard land
for: the ghost of tom joad
the last carnival homage
to wild billy’s circus story
the price you pay when you’re alone
working on a dream
now wreck on the highway.

we take care of our own from youngstown
when heading of to the promised land
the rising distant mystical eden
where you can look,
(but you’d better not touch)
espying the river of salvation
joining eternally the ties that bind
a tunnel of love
or like the wrestler
pinning opponent tougher than the rest
like laborers working on the highway
chiseled like this hard land!
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2019
Nightdrive, thrilled alive
    her kiss in misty rain
     Downbound Train!
Qualyxian Quest Sep 2022
My so called life does not make sense
So watcha gonna do?
Take the Downbound Train
To the Pondicherry Zoo

City at Night. City at Night!
Try to break on through
Carolina Inn
With her and me and you

      Rothko green and blue

                 Seattle U.
I'm not a bourgeoise industrialist
I am a Markson Man
Not much. Not much.
Do the best I can

Rainy Night in Georgia
Rain in Bangkok too
Bladerunner 2049
Monsieur Albert Camus

In my solitude
Lonely as the rain
Rick Steves in Europe
Barcelona, Spain

Women out of reach
Life itself is pain
La Florida the Land of Flowers
Rode the Downbound Train

                  Tray aya ayain!
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2021
rain into the night
ice into the pane

reading books is why
Don Quixote became insane

all these ideas and words
bumpin' in my brain

but i miss my boys tonight
and i ride the downbound train
Qualyxian Quest Jun 2021
The morning of my birthday
Hello, 52
Never been back to Knoxville
No Porsche in my front yard

Life is suffering
This the Buddha knew
I rode the downbound train
Times indeed got hard

Gonna write today
Postcards in the mail
Find my superpower
Truly, no canard

2037
Then grey and misty nights
Time is like an ocean
Long live the Bard!
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2022
I was raised Catholic
It's the only religion
I ever really practiced
But I have been drawn and drawn -
Time tick tocks on -
To the Buddha
Sitting in silence

Knowing.

Prayers for Taiwan
I stop by the Confucius statue at GMU
Protection!

2 copies of Road to Heaven by Red Pine
Waiting for me at the bookstore
For those who walk the Path of Solitude

Am I an egg?
White on the outside
But yellow on the inside

Or am I brown?
Like my momma Sally Jane

I've got a bipolar brain
Livin' la vida La Mancha, Spain
Ridin' a Downbound Train
Poetry: Good Insane

  Kamakura Buddha in Purple Rain
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
Women are the mystery
Such beauty! so much pain

And me, lost in confusion
Found La Mancha, Spain

I'm obsessed with exoplanets
One said diamond rain

She said it's all over
I rode the downbound train

                    Once again.
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2021
Nothing supernatural
Nightride downbound train

If love is ever actual
She rides in Purple Rain

Rides to Helsinki harbor
White cathedral, green the dome

The boat leaves for distant Asia
I leave my hidden home

                      I roam.
Great Pretender Apr 2018
Sleeping around
Smoking some pounds
Not talking sense
Starting to put up my defense
I don’t know how to feel
Maybe only time can heal
It doesn’t click in my head
Did I just wake up in your bed?
It's like talking to a door
I just feel like a *****
Show me what it means
To be cared for at my seams
I drink to forget
and smoke away regret
The guilt runs through my veins
Like the tracks of downbound trains
Qualyxian Quest Jan 2023
I wish, I wish
But I wish in vain
She ain't gonna come
It remains the same

  Downbound Train!
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2023
Ordinary boredom
Eat. Sleep. Talk on the phone.
She's not here.
A lot of time alone

I do have a need for Marvels at times
And I'm puzzled by coincidence
Black birds soar above me
Basketball in the park

The indigenous are our ghosts
California Coast
She's the One! I love the most
Hopes and prayers for Mark

Poetry is good insane
I ride the Downbound Train
The Fortress of Solitude, Lois Lane
My need for the Unknown

                      Seriality?
Qualyxian Quest Nov 2021
Both meaningful and meaningless
I walk my so-called life
Protection for my sons
From the chaos of my wife

Solitude is peaceful
And lonely as can be
Once we 5 were cycling
By the Baltic Sea

America is agony
Violence and hate
Tea in San Francisco
Go the Dragon Gate

I ride Downbound Trains
Mind on yon Taiwan
137
Sweden's Gamla Stan

        Once upon...
Qualyxian Quest Nov 2021
In America the Ignorant
I ride the Downbound Train
Carolinian
But I can't explain

I'd like to see Berlin
Or maybe Heidelberg
Eckhart Harvey Dent
I read the German word

               Zeitgeist
              Theonerd
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
They just may well say madness
Not entirely wrong
So many hospitals
So many Springsteen songs

I could never find it
Whatever I'm searching for
I see the open window
Touch the closing door

I like David Markson
Alone in New York City
I like Susan Meek
Gentle, kind, and pretty

Bangkok has the traffic
Monks walk in the rain
Seattle has the ferry boats
Lonely has the pain

             Downbound train.
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2021
My fantasies still are female
But experience is not good

Ah! all those startling beauties
Summerclothes in the neighborhood

Beauty always fades
Time is the Destroyer

Just a middle school teacher
Not a doctor, monk, or lawyer

Sophia University
Tokyo the rains

Sophia on my lap
We ride the downbound train

         O Sophia. Pain!
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2019
philosophy like a curtain
         what it hides - unknown, uncertain
                        my silent ride:  despair divertin'...


                                       downbound train
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2019
I share my strange obsessions
Why? Don’t really know

I remember walking alone
in the lovely Seattle snow

never able to forget
when she said she had to go

ah! that downbound train
and that lonesome whistle, Joe
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2022
I like universities
But just to walk around
Play a little basketball
Remember Dr. Young

Saw Dylan at Mason
Saw Springsteen too
Highwater Everywhere
She's the One is sung

Miso soup and salad
Sugar free candy
Diet Lemonade
O'Reilly he got hung

Buried so deep
Jimmy Reed indeed
Downbound Train
Din Tai Fung

           7221
Qualyxian Quest Nov 2023
Not who I am
Or who I ever was
That's what she said to me

1987
2023

Chapel Hill, North Carolina
Chapel of the Cross
Prince is His Purpleness
Bruce Springsteen is the Boss

        Downbound tray aya ayain!
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2023
Charleston at night
Wind blows to the water
Exoplanets spin
Blue sky, Purple Rain

What might have been
Black haired, blue eyed daughter
Rachel Dawes
Mary Jane

Ordinary boring
Sleeping late and long
Not much hope
Salamanca, Spain

Grateful for his calls
Flickering memory
7 Bridges Road
Downbound Train


Tray ay ay ay ain!
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
Tonight I take the downbound train
Plato's Phaedo as it rain
La Florida, La Mancha, Spain
Is my Quixotic Quest in vain?
Regardless I indeed remain ...
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2022
I don't even try to be consistent no more
Catch me quick walkin' in the out door

An atheist, a mystic, a monk, a ******
Huckleberry Finn and Tom Sawyer

I miss Mark, but not Mark Twain
Toledo, Ohio. Toledo, Spain.

Long Time Comin'. Downbound Train.
Green Lantern. Purple Rain.

          Lonely night once again.
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2021
Hey ** the wind and the rain
Gonna ride that downbound train
Off to La Mancha, Spain

                    Adios!
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2021
blue sunshine,
           no now pain
           downbound train
                   Purple Rain
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2021
Baby Yoda to my son
He can use the Force
John is Norwegian
Knows the myths called Norse

We talk now every day
He was VCU
Violent America
Silence seeping through

Empires always fall
Cannot be sustained
This one also ya'll
I ride the downbound train

               Albino Whale
                   Red eyes
                 Purple Rain
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
The human death bound journey
No way to truly know

Evil has its sway
Predators below

I ride the downbound train
Baltimore in snow

Cathedral in Vienna
Silently I go

           Mozart. Yo!
Qualyxian Quest Sep 2021
Critics don't understand poets
Because they don't try themselves

Who cares who is the greatest?
I care to see the Elves

And the Princess Bride
She loves Cary Elwes

I love but love in vain
Emily on my shelves

Gonna ride that Downbound Train
The South is where she dwells

Silence at 2:38
Ring them bells. Ring them bells!

— The End —