"disintergrating" poems
Cold sweats and cuss words
Body weakened and defeated
To long for something that you dont want
To desire a quick death
My head, rings louder than a mobile phone during sunday service.
Stress seriously stirs within my day.
My will disintergrating litte by little,
I will fall
But I refused to break
Everyday, every step, every breath
a test against my myself
I wont give in,
I wont give up.
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 6:44 AM UTC
Do you see the child you were? loved? Teased?
Do you see the adult you are? Responsible? Tired?
Do you see today's society? Disintergrating? Not caring?
Do you see the past, and miss what's gone?
Do you see the future? Is it bright, or bleak?
Do you history repeating itself?
Do you see the chasm between the rich and richer?
Do you see the poor?
Do you hear the politicians lies and promises?
Do you fear tomorrow?
Do you watch the world and think why? What's the point?
Do you self medicate? Drink, take drugs just to ease the pain?
Do you sleep peacefully? Fitfully? Not at all?
Do you fear the day that you realise you could be a part of Armageddon?
I DO.
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 8:46 PM UTC
Think of your skeleton,
and think of what’s wrapped around it.
Now close your eyes and feel its weight.
Delete it.
Delete every one of your two-hundred-plus bones.
begin in your core;
your spine
your neck
your ribs.
Feel yourself implode.
Your centre’s now a black hole
a void.
Your lungs collapse first
squeeeezing
the air into a mist
that hovers over the alien vacuums tug.
Your intestines are untangling
and your lips are tingling.
You’re disintergrating
no,
evaporating.
Feel every atom of your existence fading…
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 9:36 AM UTC