My twin sister,
but from a dfferent womp,
i never dare to call her "Cousin".
Today she finally turned 16.
Ohh Boy! Am i so happy,
but i forgot to wish her
a happy birthday.
To busy too know,
school confusing as hell,
but i know her bitterness towards
me will be sweet once again,
for she has a forgiving heart (i just pray she does)

her sweet 16
my day so tiring.
Hope i am forgiven
Happy Birthday Little sis...

It's  a big world, yet a small one to.
So many dfferent Counties , states,
and cities, your just one life of many.
Look at the many places, faces and all the races, do you think your town is the only one with hatred?
       The homeless, the hungry, the junkies and thieves, your  not the only one who worries .Your one life of many.
So many unemployed people Divorces ,and Unhappy Families.    Your not alone when It comes to finances.
It's  a big world ,and your just one life of many.

Something feels wrong about this
About you now
24 hours can change the world
Can change everything
Twice
Three times even
I miss being stable
I miss wen things were always the same
And I never had to think about tomorrow
You were so beautful to me yesterday
And maybe you will be once I see your face again
But for now
I'm scared of the changes
I'm scared because I cannot control anything about or around me
I want everything to be the way it was when I was little
Everything was juice boxes and scraped knees and laughing
Now everything is dfferent

I wish everything was dfferent. That you had loved me and still did. That I didn't want to **** myself every second of the day. That my mother didn't say the wounding things she says. That my father had a backbone to tell her to stop. That you and I could talk. But everything in my life seems so...agonizingly hard.

They always seemed to have different expressions
When one would look at their hollow faces
A sad face blushing
A nervous smile
And unto them
Was a great multitude
Of a sweet melancholy
They could not give a sign
From a cold era lost in oblivion
Would they melt as
Ice in lukewarm rain?
In their eyes
A world without end
An artificial life
A silver dusty shine of motionless skin
Without questions, answers, and end
Without original sin
They stood there lost
In dim artificial lights
They,the unspeakables
Formed without human shortcomings
Born without human faults
They always seemed to have dfferent expressions
When one would look at their hollow faces

i met my irish angel in dear old dublin town
with her big blue eyes and her hair so brown
a smile upon her face when she looked at me
the lovelight in her eyes i could plainly see

we would walk together beneath the moon above
with each step we took the more i fell in love
we would count the stars shining in the sky
count them one by one they were passing by

everything so peaceful made me feel so free
i knew when we met she was meant for me
an angel of my own sent from up above
sent down here to me sent for me to love

we would walk together beneath the moon so bright
holding hand in hand as we passed away the night
we would count the stars shining in the sky
count them one by one they were passing by

with a loving smile all across her face
sent the soul in me to a dfferent place
with her eyes so blue and her hair so brown
my angel from above i met in dublin town

i fell in love with you when you looked at me
the love light in your eyes i could plainly see
you took my breath away set my spirit free
i new from that moment we were meant to be

with you eyes so blue the smile up on your face
you took the heart in me to a dfferent place
when you held my hand i just love you more
such a lovely feeling i never felt before

the girl in my dreams waiting there for me
i knew when i saw you we were meant to be
you took my heart away set my spirit free
i will love you always and eternally