"aproval" poems
Upper right corner
Name scripted through steady paced motion
Blue development keeping her hand on track
Pulse line flat, steady paced motion
To articulate is to pull from within, to reach down and put names on your demons
Hello my name is "tired and weak"
Hello my name is "he only calls when he drinks"
Hello my name is "I smoke a habit my finances can't keep afloat"
Hello my name is "give me your aproval, but dont look for too long, it scares me"
Hello my name is "Sunday afternoon listening"
Name scripted through steady paced motion
To articulate is to recognize, to acknowledge the closet door shut with bitten lip smile
Pulse line flat, steady paced motion
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 5:14 PM UTC
You need to express something.
You like the power of words.
You don't speak your piece/peace you write it.
Seeking inner revelation
Finding another side of you
You seek aproval for something done well
What makes. Your pen move ?.
Playing peekaboo with your Id
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All the above and more......
Purging...urging the demons to speak. To leave... to stay
Coaxing the lid from the casket and hoping the count is on leave or
Of building habitats for humanity.
Vanity.
Whatever daahlings. Let.it be.
Jun 20, 2013
Jun 20, 2013 at 3:53 PM UTC
Late spring when the sparrows sang again
Ants make invisible trails across my legs, normally I would mind but they're moving steadily along their way.
Wind blowing my hair in every direction
Showing me grey I haven't really noticed before
My age spots, proof that youth is fading outwards.
Freshly brewed coffee from the Tim Hortons down the street.
A vice if you will
Something that often brings me comfort but can amp my anxiety into overdrive.
I drink the coffee anyways.
Strong aroma of freshly cut grass, the first cut of the season.
Lilac bushes with a hint of the unmistakable scent of fresh air.
Everything has sprung alive, which I am quite thankful for.
Yet I feel somber.
So many thoughts flow through my mind in a day, an abundance of questions and unanswered emotions.
Through age and maturity has taught me that I no longer wish to seek the aproval of strangers for I need not impress anyone but myself.
Yet I had hoped that growth and forgiving others had meant I too along the way would be forgiven for the actions of my former, younger self.
Sitting here opening my heart to the universe, continuing to be the best I can be and to grow.
Looking inward, and attempt to seek out the approval I didn't have when I was a child.
I am nothing but myself.
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 1:33 AM UTC
Said the woman,
with her trendy haircut,
colors of the season,
modern attitudes.
“I’m not like the others,”
wearing her tribe’s symbols,
Needing aproval,
Marking her skin with the same icons;
like words of the same language.
“My personality is unique,”
yet if they all spoke at once,
they would form a choir of millions
Millions, searching for individuality
through the same path.
May 28, 2025
May 28, 2025 at 1:01 PM UTC