I dont want to be afride,
I don't want to runaway,
I don't want hate,
I don't want to love.
But as human, as a man or woman we do all those things.
But I'm tired,
I'm scarred,
I'm broken and healed warped,
I'm lost.
A women once said to me that to defy life is to defy love,
And that to live we must love,
But it's too much,
I'm broken and I fear for the ones I love.
How can I love while I fear that I'm still broken to live.
I don't want to be afride,
I don't want to runaway,
I don't want hate,
I don't want to love.
But we must because that is how we are made.
Disjointed like me, lost and I don't think I'll ever be found.