loving someone
sweet and dearly, and
to be loved by someone
is sweeter than honey, but
loving oneself
is the sweetest shield,
one must bear
leave most nectar
within your flower

i wonder what this dream has to say
a cluster of orchidaceae blooms
out from the right side of my chest
crawls up clasping my breast
to the base of my sternum
decorating my *****

i wonder what this dream has to say  
a lil gecko flashes my very eyes
creeps in the right sole of my foot
then i slit open my sole
he's pleased to see it crawls away

i wonder what this dream has to say
A centipede slinks out from somewhere
i smash it to death without regret
and a relief to see it's dead!

i wonder what these dreams have to say
do they say something to you?
they may not be digestible  
but I love to take a bite of your mind!

you unveiled to me
what it is mine...
now naked to the truth
of what it is...
what it was not
what it will not be

the pacific howl of the wind  
into the ocean came
as you sweetly whispered
Goodbye Kitty Goodbye
my ***** is covered with blue
and held a valley of rain

no longer go
spinning fibers into the night
no more roving for fourth or fifth or sixth
the final spin has come to end
the time has changed its course
the voyage into the unknown is upfront

hold thy wings and be thy strength
into the silent solitude of the night  
with the summer laughters and joy
drawn in the palms from the summer days
the time has changed its course
the voyage into the unknown is upfront

time to let us go
we kissed one sweet goodbye
under the sad moon
i cried

you and i
and that high carpet heavens!
rested on the bearing walls

above us the moon
and the stars
adorned with grace and smiles the purest!

you and i
eating words and laughters
munch - cakes  -dance!

you and i
sipping nectars  - o'er -flowed the brim
bees bathed in it with joy - then
left its honey on our plates --

shall you and i
see again
in that high carpet heavens!

tell me when
tell me when

clouds of loneliness -
fear of loss - Doubts -
selfish desire is a cancer to my brain!

i wonder if there’s an antidote - i can swallow -
instant and painless
or should i go through an operation
painful but sure

i wonder if there's a cure?
to this loneliness

black silhouette vale sits my garden
face withered hallowed eyes laden
haunts my garden till the flowers grow barren
rips tears and cuts throats
mourns mountains of graves

i wonder if i could dig a hole
give a rest for her soul
may the moon lit up her Madole
the stars shine her face
the birds sing her lace

i wonder if we could run a talk
walk like friends
may her heart plays her music
her feet dance with joy
her hands reach for mine

i wonder if she leaves my garden
never comes back
may I mourn in joy
sleep in peace
for black silhouette vale sits my garden

i wonder if
i wonder if
i wonder if