How could you hold my hand knowing you had held hers before mine?
How could you look at me in the eyes after you had looked at hers before?
How could you kiss me knowing you had kissed her days before?
How could you tell me "I love you" knowing you had made her felt you loved her too?
How could you break my heart again when you had broken it before?
How could you?
How could you?
How could you?

You have no idea how bad I wish I knew why everyone I get close to simply leave without an explanation.
What did I do?
What did I do to deserve being left behind in the past?

Exactly a year ago we went to a ball together.
We were dancing and having a good time.
You gave me a kiss on my cheek and I felt my heart beat a million times faster
It was amazing.
I felt happy.
I felt like nothing could ruin it.
Yet, it was last year.
This year I'm alone, nobody to dance with.
Nobody to talk to.
I'm simply lonely .

I feel I can't tell anyone how I truly feel.
They'll just say It'll get better
Or aww, you shouldn't feel that way
But how can I not feel like **** when everything that made me happy,
Is gone and all I have left are my
tears.