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  May 2021 The Pidgeon
Mikey
and to think i would never break my own heart.
  May 2021 The Pidgeon
Alice Lovey
I know we've never been "together."
I know you said to move on.
I tried to be fine with wading this weather,
But the love in my heart still tells me it's wrong.

Now, I'm not saying I'm resentful,
But you did treat me like I was special.
Lately has been so uneventful.
And I'm starting to think this isn't a game...

I get a little jealous when you look at other girls.
I know we're not together, but... You are my whole world.
I get a little jealous when you talk about them too.
It's because we're not together, but...
You told me that you liked me... You told me that you do.

Now, I'm not trying to be weird, but call me, I'd give you my time.
Actually, I'd give you everything, cuz I just want you to be mine.
When I got too lonely, I'd just stare at your photos--
Soundless replacements for you, who knows.

You said I'm obsessive—come on now, don't play.
You like it when I'm open, you preferred me this way.
You said we'd be great together, don't think I forgot.
I cherish every sweet thing you said, so my heart doesn't rot.

Now I've deleted all of your things, cuz I can't bear to see your face.
My prized possessions... I should've given you space.
Why wouldn't you make me yours, like you wanted to?
Now we're apart, now we'll both just be blue.
And now I regret this—now I really do.
True, I'm a little weird, but we're both crazy.
I know what you're afraid of; I know it isn't me.
  May 2021 The Pidgeon
Mikey
sometimes i wonder if you ever loved me, because if you did you wouldnt have left me so easily
The Pidgeon May 2021
I’m sorry for hurting you
I’m sorry for rushing this through
I shouldn’t have done it
I hope I can admit
That I was wrong
And my common sense wasn’t strong
To see the clues
That were placed few
To tell me, warn me
That I should have stayed away from the concept of we
So go, brew in your hate
Of the open gate
Of my love
That soars like a dove
When I see you, I feel at peace
And all bad things cease
But if you do not want me
Then go and flee
Back to where I can never go
Where you will glow
Just out of my reach
******* my despair like a leech
All hope lost
All love clinged onto at any cost
Go far away
While I pray
That things would have been changed
To a better reality arranged…
The Pidgeon May 2021
Shame and gloom
Will cast thoughts to doom
The darkness swallows
All monsters are following
Kindness shredded
Thoughts embedded
Into the stone of shame
For the devil to claim
And take away love
Hope flies like a dove
Away from this void
That you should avoid…
The Pidgeon May 2021
The coldness, the emptiness,
Swallows all emotion and people here are envious
Of those who are together and happy
While we are unhappy
They take it for granted
We are forever enchanted
By the fact that some people are pleased
While we are seized
By the clutches of doom
By the endless gloom
Of everlasting loneliness
Everlasting ugliness
Get a partner
Do not barter
With this demon
That kills all freedom
Goodbye, farewell
Do not dwell
Be happy
Do not be unhappy
Here in this place
Of no familiar face, no grace…
The Pidgeon May 2021
As my heart aches
Falls apart and breaks
I feel at peace
My emotions cease
I exist in solitary
Forever wary
Of things to haunt me
As I nestle into to a fir tree
I felt broken
I felt stolen
By the girl who
Whisked my heart askew
As I stare into my despair
I tell you beware
Of the heartbroken world
That is worse than the underworld
Endless darkness
Endless starkness
Nothing to feel
Nothing to conceal
That nothing is worse
Than the broken heart curse
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