I miss him
I’ve taken to imagining him beside me when I get lonely or really anxious
I don’t talk out loud or anything
But it usually makes me feel better
Or I cry
One or the other

I feel so pathetic right now.
That could just be the drinking.

Add fertilizer
to sky and the
sun will grow
big and shine...
And, spread the
knowledge
for socialisation
to diffuse to almost
everywhere
on the earth

goodnight to every breath that i took,

after begging to be where you stood

all the drinks i drank in the day time

all the pain too scared to be loud

the pain i put you through

i somehow allowed.

swallowed pride never hides

everything's in our eyes,

swearing i loved yours at one time.

but your flawless facade

masked your private despair.

Girls would remember, every special days meant for them and
    all gifts they receive..


and Boys would remember ,every special moments they share with their ones and
              the gifts they give....

I've drawn an image of her in my head and all i think of is wanting her so bad despite all limits
In my mind am weak
Unable to resist her
Each time her lips flash before me
All i want to do is place mine against hers
Can't verbally say it out but I've always wanted a share of her
Feel her in and out and hear her cry
It could be hard and wrong but she makes me feel its right