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218 · Sep 2020
Alter
jeston Sep 2020
Meet me
At the alter
As I take your hand
For life
As I speak
To death, do us part
My soul to keep
For ever and ever
As i take my last breath
Never to hurt
And
Always to protect As
I look into your eyes
And get lost
Your beauty is amazing
As I grip your thighs
And pull you close
The bond gets stronger
As I hold you close
Whisper in your ear
Always
And
Forever.
110 · Sep 2020
Fighting the pain
jeston Sep 2020
Fighting the good and the bad
Back and forth
As I’m spinning in time
Trapped in a daze
As I’m getting blazed
Going back and forth
With my inner self
Trying to erase the pain
But the pain doesn’t seem to fill
Time consuming
Time wasted
Once engaged
Once In love
Once a fool
Embracing the pain
As it begans
Getting shot
In a dream
But it doesn’t seem to fill
The pain comes and goes
As life begins to fade.
84 · Sep 2020
Grandma
jeston Sep 2020
Look


Walking around
And nobody around
This feeling in side
It’s acing
The pain is deep
Like 6 feet
Missing your love
But the pain won’t leave
Choking in side
And nobody can see
Crying and pleading
Lost with in my self
Heart broken
Soul taken
Damage done
But look
Time wasted throughout the days
As the days past with nothing to gain, and
nothing to lose
my mind is going crazy
Fighting between reality and fake
As nights fade
Days seem the blend
Going in circles with the past
Each day, same dream
Always ends the same way

Wanna wake
And see You again
Last touch
Last laugh
Dreams seem real
But nothing seems to last
So I’m sitting here crying in side
As the pain seems to fill.
55 · Sep 2020
Time dazing
jeston Sep 2020
Waking up
To what was missed
Blessed
But
Cursed
My mind going craz
I’m lost in a daze
Waking up to what was missed
Scared to show
What was missed
Day in and day out
Each minute
Each moment
Time throu space
Your beauty can’t be misplaced
Just friends
So to say
Days to months
Months  to years
And wha
Still friends
Living in a moment
And not for tomorrow
Just be my self
So to say
54 · Sep 2020
Story time
jeston Sep 2020
Take a trip
Through the sky
As we fly, high
In the sky
To a place
That’s unknown

You and I
That’s the only way
One part
One soul
One way
As we fly in the sky
Searching for a place
That’s unknown
48 · Sep 2020
Time ticking
jeston Sep 2020
Looking around
Crying inside
Looking in the eyes
Many look past
Not a soul in sight
And nobody notices
The pain inside
As I’m being held
Against my will
And laugher all around

Strapped to the chest
3 bars
A few wires
Time ticking away
Looking for a place
To let loose
Going back and forth
Trying to ease the pain
Fighting between the 2
And not knowing the same
Going insane
Back and forth
As it’s getting packed
Fighting time
As it’s about to explode.
47 · Sep 2020
There was one
jeston Sep 2020
One time
For one second
Then a minute
And back in time
Once more
Day dreaming
Time seeing
Moonlight shinning
Eyes sparkle
As I’m star gazing
Into your eyes
Breathless
As I look into
Your eyes
Beauty amazing
Love, lust
Griping your thighs
As I hold you close
Wishing I could have it
Hard but sweet
My love to keep
Beauty on my mind
Your love is amazing
Your soul is pure
Pure to the fullest
One day
For one moment
One moment
For one day
As I sit and day dream
For a moment in time with you.
43 · Sep 2020
Life time
jeston Sep 2020
Life time

Space time

True time

Your time

My time

Our time


Our time to shine
Our time to love
Our time to spend a life time
One trust
One bond
One love
One time

Not just one
But
Some kids
And a house
With a dog
And a white picket fence

Ups and downs
As life throws us around
In and out
Hate to love
Mentally attached
As i sit here
And spend this time

To make a life time

With you
41 · Sep 2020
Upset
jeston Sep 2020
Lighting this fuse
As I’m about to shoot
Relapsing through
As time continue to spin
Time wasted
Every lasting pain
Upset to the fullest

Heart broken
Miss confusing
Saying one thing
And doing another
Shot after shot
Round after round
Trying to ease this pain
But nothing seems to faze
Feels like I’m going ******
Pill after pill
But the pain doesn’t seem to fill
Filling to the brim
Drink after drink
Filling the pain
Pain consuming

Now I take care of this pain
As I take shots of this Novocaine
As I sip on this lean
And began to daze
Counting the bullets
One
Two
Three
Going in circles
Relapsing on the pain
As I pull the trigger
To ease the pain.
41 · Sep 2020
Falling
jeston Sep 2020
Falling deep
Falling fast
So attached
Beauty amazing
Soul chasing
Star gazing

Time trapped
In a maze
As I daze
Beauty so amazing
As I wait


Take one
Take two
Soul to keep
As I wait patiently
In a daze
But it’s a race
Throu space
For her heart
Only time
Will tell
37 · Sep 2020
Goodnight
jeston Sep 2020
Good morning
Good night
Flowers on the bed
With a poem in hand
Doing everything right
Step 1
Step 2
The way it’s suppose to be
Always on time
And never late
Always a call a away

Take my hand
As I spin you around
Looking into your eyes
As I hold you close
Candles
Roses
Chocolate
With joe playing in the background
Candle light
Love light
Moon light

Tonight we shine
In the moonlight
As I hold you close
Breathless
As the moonlight
Shines on your beauty tonight

So take my hand
As let’s take over the night
As I hold u close
And we watch the moonlight
Fade into the light






36 · Sep 2020
Letter
jeston Sep 2020
A letter to you
From me
To you
From the heart
As I speak
My soul to keep
A beauty
And a blessing
Attitude for days
Oh so high
In the sky
I can see your beauty
From a distance
Light brown
Gorgeous eyes
Curls for days
So to say
Lost in your eyes
As we dance in
The moonlight.
35 · Sep 2020
Plan b
jeston Sep 2020
I plan because I can
The plan that I see
Not with you, but with me
Your beauty
Your soul
Your laugher
You build, just to brake
I let you in
And you ripped it apart
Lies after lies
And I keep letting you in
Dumb to the eye
As the eye can see
Your lies
Your beauty
Your love
And who you are
Trying to figure out
Why me
30 · Sep 2020
Trapped
jeston Sep 2020
Trapped in a daze
My mind is going craz
In and out
Like it’s a ever lasting phase
Beastie for life
So to say
Keep doing you
so to say
Waking up like it’s a ever lasting race
Only one
Only time
Only you

Blessed but a curse
My heart to take
Forever and always
Wish I could turn it off
U give a inch
Then I give a mile
You fall
I pick you up
You cry
I wipe your tears away.

One hour
Two hours
Three hours

Each hour
For each moment
Love but lust
My heart taking over
A blessing and a curse
One moment for one time
Wishing I could hit a switch
But I’ll accept what is

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