I tried to follow the map,
It was a trap.
It soon vanished,
I have a clue.
If it’s who I think it is.
They’re coming back soon.
Each winding turn,
Every breath burned.
Each demon,
The blood,
Visions.
All flooding.
My brain.
Each turn.
A major mistake.
I wish I could fix,
My head.
I can’t even go to bed.
The hallucinations,
Each time.
My brain is tricking me,
I know it’s true.
How long can I last?
Before I collapse?
There after me,
All day,
Every day,
Im never free.
Struggling-
They silence me,
With words.
Claiming Im trouble,
Claiming I’ll never be enough,
Claiming Im not tough enough.
They stole me map,
A bit ago,
Like a had suspected before.
Im losing my way,
The path,
No longer paved.
The road signs,
Lost in mist.
They programmed,
In place.
Like they ceased to exist.
For now— to stay alive,
I obey.
If I don’t,
They’ll surely come back,
Another day,
To make sure I decay.